Culpable 7/?

[wallflowerlady]

Summary: Dean was hurt because Sam had been careless, and now Sam had to get on with what needed to be done. Now was not the time to give in to his own aches and pains. Pre-season, hurt/ sick! Sam, minor hurt/ major angst! Dean, angst! John.
Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Would I be writing fanfiction if SPN belonged to me?

Part 6

Comments

[si_star_x]

Oh. My. Gosh. My heart. My heart is racing but it feels all torn up. This was... guh. Okay. I loved the way Dean offered him food, a doggy and the Impala in an exchange for getting better. I hated how Sam said that he didn't think he was going to make it. This whole thing is just... blah. I love it, oh how I love it, but it's got my emotions on a hook and you're just tugging away. This fic is just so brilliantly done, I can't compliment it enough nor find the most concise way of saying that I adore it. So, you've made me hurt, but in a really, really good way.

ALTHOUGH I MUST SAY THAT THE ABOVE ICON IS DOING *NOTHING* BUT MAKE ME FEEL EVER SADDER. I LOVE IT.

[wallflowerlady]

Heh - I should be really apologising for manipulating your feelings like this, but I find I'm kind of pleased. Oops - I guess that makes me a really nasty person... :-P
I do feel bad for the boys in this chapter, though. I was pretty mean to them. But I couldn't help it. Sick Sam... crying Dean... hugs and cuddling... oh how I love it...
I am going to post the final chapter today, as soon as we have reliable power and internet (oh, the dubious joys of living in a small African country!) I hope you'll like it :-)

[si_star_x]

No, no. No apologies needed. I love having my heart stomped on - it's so much better than not feeling anything at all. You were very mean to them! But it's okay, I love them tortured and sad like this. Hee. ♥

I'm sure I'll love it! I've loved every chapter so far. It's just going to be sad when it's all posted, I've enjoyed following it through from the original hunt, Sam running for miles, collapsing on the bathroom floor... it has been a ride, that's for sure.

[wallflowerlady]

Usually I'm pretty relieved when I finish a fic, but I did find I was rather sad when this one was done! As awful as I was to the boys (:-D) I enjoyed writing it. I think that's something I love about writing fanfiction - you never have to say goodbye to the characters when the fic is written, because there's another fic just waiting to be written about them!
I'm actually trying to post chapter 8 right now, but LJ is being difficult :-/

[si_star_x]

It's true, there is just so much that can be written about them.. you're never really saying "goodbye", only "see you later". Damn you, LJ, stop being difficult. I hope it lets you post soon. <3