Culpable 3/?

[wallflowerlady]

Summary: Dean was hurt because Sam had been careless, and now Sam had to get on with what needed to be done. Now was not the time to give in to his own aches and pains. Pre-season, hurt/ sick! Sam, minor hurt/ major angst! Dean, angst! John.
Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Would I be writing fanfiction if SPN belonged to me?

Part 2

Comments

[si_star_x]

Oh, wow . This was so intense, I absolutely loved it. My favourite chapter so far. It hurts that Sam thinks Dean blames him, although I love the fact that you have Sam say that he seeks Dean's approval more than his Father's. Wow is all I can say, really! What have you done to yourself, Sam? Internal injuries? Yeeouch. I can't wait for more. I absolutely can not wait. I am engrossed in this fic now. I know I'm rambling... heh.

I just loved it. Thank you.

[wallflowerlady]

Yay :-D I'm so happy you're enjoying it! I feel really bad for Sam at this point - feeling so horrible, and not able to get help from anyone because he thinks they blame him. But he's not going to be alone for too much longer... more tomorrow!

[si_star_x]

I'm already looking forward to the next update. Poor Sammy, my heart aches for him. Can I have permission to stroke his hair and hold his hand while he waits for Dean? ♥

[wallflowerlady]

I'm already cuddling him, but I'll move over and give you a turn ;-)

[si_star_x]

That'd be lovely, thank you. I'll try not to hurt him more. Poor Sam. I'd love to have a Sam in my life right now to hug and make better. I do have a boyfriend, but... Sam... *Smiles*

[wallflowerlady]

Sam... *in a reverent adoring voice*
(although I shouldn't be fantasising about cuddling a 16-year-old! Purely to comfort him, of course...)

[si_star_x]

I understand completely. I'd say sixteen year old Sam is still in my remit, I'm only twenty one, but it'll be a mostly platonic cuddle. *Sneaks into the fictional motel room and hides in the bathroom with Sam* ♥

[wallflowerlady]

I think any cuddling I do should have motherly overtones :-0 but... well... anything to make him feel better, poor baby.
(Although in self-defense - I could only be the mother of a sixteen-year-old in a VERY dysfunctional context... :-P)

[si_star_x]

He does need mothering, that's for sure. Especially considering the other men in his life are useless. He's clearly hurting, guys... do something to help him. Dean gets to bundle up in bed for a day with his incessant headache, but Sam has to run for three miles? I know he's being stoic about it, but gosh. Men.

[wallflowerlady]

Never fear. Sam is not going to be alone for much longer, and Dean and John (particularly) are in for a LOAD of guilt for missing that he was hurting...

[si_star_x]

Good, they totally deserve it. I'm off to have a bath (and no doubt will take my thoughts with me). ♥