where is home?
so i have until July. wow. Where am I going to go. I cant afford to live by myself and I will not move back in with the parentals.
hmmmmmm.....I need a roomate with a reliable job who promises to pay rent on time. I have an awesome steady job but i just need to find someone to move in with me come july or i will be homeless.
I sat back and wondered where the hell my life has gone.
I had everything. I had a beautiful home, a beautiful girlfriend and everything went ugly.
I love this apartment more than anyone will ever know. Where will I go when its over?
I guess it will be like starting over again at square one and if I live by myself every cent will have to go to rent. Food and other good stuff will have to be aquired through bugging the hell out of my mom. lol.
I wish i could just go back in time and hold her closer and remove the tumor from my dads brain myself before we lost everything. The sad truth is that I cant. Everything is set in stone. We hit rock bottom as a family and now individualy we have to pull ourselves up. thats what my mom said. so i guess its my job to make sure i survive which makes perfect sense.
I can see into a future where iam so happy and everything is great, Im working doing forensic work for a crime lab somewhere in brazil and im married and i have beautiful children.
I can also see a future that is reality where i go nowhere
hmmmmmm.....I need a roomate with a reliable job who promises to pay rent on time. I have an awesome steady job but i just need to find someone to move in with me come july or i will be homeless.
I sat back and wondered where the hell my life has gone.
I had everything. I had a beautiful home, a beautiful girlfriend and everything went ugly.
I love this apartment more than anyone will ever know. Where will I go when its over?
I guess it will be like starting over again at square one and if I live by myself every cent will have to go to rent. Food and other good stuff will have to be aquired through bugging the hell out of my mom. lol.
I wish i could just go back in time and hold her closer and remove the tumor from my dads brain myself before we lost everything. The sad truth is that I cant. Everything is set in stone. We hit rock bottom as a family and now individualy we have to pull ourselves up. thats what my mom said. so i guess its my job to make sure i survive which makes perfect sense.
I can see into a future where iam so happy and everything is great, Im working doing forensic work for a crime lab somewhere in brazil and im married and i have beautiful children.
I can also see a future that is reality where i go nowhere