Mar 14, 2005 03:36
Been a while since I have had an even semi-serious update.
Things are okay. Im finally over amanda. Phew. That was senseless.
I have come to realize that the past few attempts I have made with the female gender have been me just pathetically trying to fill an old void. Some of you know what im talking about. Others dont. Those are the ones that shouldnt even be reading this. so stop now.
My goal for the week is to find a job. I decided at first to just forget about work and focus on independent studying (becuase let me tell you there is a lot of shit you have to have memorized for this forensic lab shit and i figure i have an upper hand if i learn the basics of most of it before i even start the schooling) . I think getting at least a part time job so my parents dont have to pay my rent would be a good idea. My mom said they would but I know they dont have the money.
Built to spill is may 9th, should be a blast.
anyways, I have been listening to alot of minus the dear lately. I also digged deep, way far back to my musical past and I have been listening to alot of detachment kit and glassjaw which makes me feel like im in 9th grade again. Its funny how music is so nostalgic like that. Aphex twin always makes me think of the late nights at amy and alexs on the back porch tootin yay and smoking grass. detachment kit makes me think of saint andrews hall and all of greektown detroit. Nine inch nails makes me think of angela. Radiohead makes me think of Bethany and the Blood brothers make me think of the crazy ass show filled summers with Jon and John.
anyways, Im depressed, worried and tired, but i cant sleep. oh.....