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This is getting old. Im tired of letting myself slack off just because I dont feel like I can do it. Ive just been secluding myself because I feel like crap and dont think Id be fun to be around but that just makes me sadder.
Im not gonna keep going like this. This weekend Im going to be reading my "art and fear" book, as well as practicing drawing. Ive been making sure I take my vitamins, Im eating pretty well, I started working out yesterday in the hopes that that will make me happier, and if that doesnt work out the way Im hoping, Ill keep going to the gym but Im also gonna start seeing someone at the counsling services that SCAD offers, cause this is dumb. I hate feeling like this. I shouldnt feel like this.
Its hard to talk about with people because I feel like Im whining when I know I have no right. Im at a great place surrounded by really great people. I want to know whats wrong with me.
Im not gonna keep going like this. This weekend Im going to be reading my "art and fear" book, as well as practicing drawing. Ive been making sure I take my vitamins, Im eating pretty well, I started working out yesterday in the hopes that that will make me happier, and if that doesnt work out the way Im hoping, Ill keep going to the gym but Im also gonna start seeing someone at the counsling services that SCAD offers, cause this is dumb. I hate feeling like this. I shouldnt feel like this.
Its hard to talk about with people because I feel like Im whining when I know I have no right. Im at a great place surrounded by really great people. I want to know whats wrong with me.