goodbye...
Dearest friends and family,
This will be the last that you will ever hear of me. I have let you down for the last time. Now all I have left, is this guilt that burrows deep in my soul and a lifetime of bad memories. I have always thirsted for something that never existed. Always to fall victim to this lack of love that forever binds me to my tears. As this final exit becomes clear, I have become self-destructive. A product of this solitude. Hope has now wilted away, along with these dreams that render a void in my existence.
Know that I love you all, but this is something I must do. All I can do now is bask in the sweet sound of silence, as I wait, anticipating the end. Though it may sound pessimistic, I am nothing but an optimist in its truest sense, I embrace the inevitable with open arms. I already feel the numbness taking over, and the vibrant warmness once in my hands fading away. I’ll miss you all, but don’t mourn my death, rejoice, for this was what I wanted. No longer will I mask these tears... good bye...
Sincerly yours,
Juan
This will be the last that you will ever hear of me. I have let you down for the last time. Now all I have left, is this guilt that burrows deep in my soul and a lifetime of bad memories. I have always thirsted for something that never existed. Always to fall victim to this lack of love that forever binds me to my tears. As this final exit becomes clear, I have become self-destructive. A product of this solitude. Hope has now wilted away, along with these dreams that render a void in my existence.
Know that I love you all, but this is something I must do. All I can do now is bask in the sweet sound of silence, as I wait, anticipating the end. Though it may sound pessimistic, I am nothing but an optimist in its truest sense, I embrace the inevitable with open arms. I already feel the numbness taking over, and the vibrant warmness once in my hands fading away. I’ll miss you all, but don’t mourn my death, rejoice, for this was what I wanted. No longer will I mask these tears... good bye...
Sincerly yours,
Juan