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holy fucking shitty night of drinking. Somebody please shoot me in the face...and find some darker drapes, please.
On a lighter note, I just read a story that, had I been sober or less shitty-feeling, would have made me pee my pants!
On a lighter, lighter note, I had a friday and saturday in Ottawa that were like a breath of fresh air from the dreary way things seem to be going down here. Thank you Sonya, Sam, Robynn and Ross for making my weekend awesome-tastic! I can't wait to see you guys at Thanksgiving (for those who will be here)!
Yeah lately things have been going really weird. It's like the more I try to make my self better, the more society seems to reject it and point me in another direction. After a summer of this crap, I've been left feeling lost and angry and lonely and everything else, effectively making a mess of my life. Not that I wasn't able to have fun this summer, it's just that I came back to school to find that it doesn't seem to fit as well as it used to. I'm working through it, as I always do, to find my "true self" in a rather Nietzschean way.
I just realized how..um...(contradictory? ironic? retarded?) that last statement was. I'm gonna try my best to lose this fucking ridiculous hangover. Later.
On a lighter note, I just read a story that, had I been sober or less shitty-feeling, would have made me pee my pants!
On a lighter, lighter note, I had a friday and saturday in Ottawa that were like a breath of fresh air from the dreary way things seem to be going down here. Thank you Sonya, Sam, Robynn and Ross for making my weekend awesome-tastic! I can't wait to see you guys at Thanksgiving (for those who will be here)!
Yeah lately things have been going really weird. It's like the more I try to make my self better, the more society seems to reject it and point me in another direction. After a summer of this crap, I've been left feeling lost and angry and lonely and everything else, effectively making a mess of my life. Not that I wasn't able to have fun this summer, it's just that I came back to school to find that it doesn't seem to fit as well as it used to. I'm working through it, as I always do, to find my "true self" in a rather Nietzschean way.
I just realized how..um...(contradictory? ironic? retarded?) that last statement was. I'm gonna try my best to lose this fucking ridiculous hangover. Later.