Really though..
Things really blow right now.. Ok so i got dumped the other day.. It's not even like it's a bad thing. I was really unhappy but I was inlove. I'm totally broke right now and it seems like everything is going great for her. She just got a job and has free money and seems fine and really happy. That's really good for her.. I am happy that she is happy and things are going great for her. It just sucks that she does not miss me or even regret leaving me. Things are so much complicated than I am saying but whatever. I did meet this really cool chick the other night and we clicked great..and I didn't think about my ex at all. But that is going nowhere.. I think she only wants to full around and i'm not looking for just that.. But if it comes down to it I'll prolly just do it. I'm so lonely.. And being around my ex is not making me feel any better. Things will get better for me but I just want to give up.