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sorry songs and ruined makeup and i shouldnt even be wearing makeup to begin with. double-crossed and nobody stops me, thats right, nobody ever stops me from driving home.
saw the greatest bureau show to date. there is a group i started that is living on without me. something i made is continuing on. i made it, they make it continue. i just get to sit back and realize that i've made an impact on something, anything.
these summer songs mean nothing to nobody anymore, but i'm reinventing them. erasing any past tense, pasting new memories over old ones. not because i'm ignoring them--no. i'd never ignore them and pretend they never happened. they're just being usurped is all.
and now what do i do? now that i locked the door tonight and fought my way back into a place where i didnt want to be?
saw the greatest bureau show to date. there is a group i started that is living on without me. something i made is continuing on. i made it, they make it continue. i just get to sit back and realize that i've made an impact on something, anything.
these summer songs mean nothing to nobody anymore, but i'm reinventing them. erasing any past tense, pasting new memories over old ones. not because i'm ignoring them--no. i'd never ignore them and pretend they never happened. they're just being usurped is all.
and now what do i do? now that i locked the door tonight and fought my way back into a place where i didnt want to be?