i've been lonely before, but now i'm alone.

[walkoutnotes]

i wrote big long and eloquent messages to about three people who were not online at the time. so if you have some kind of magic, offline i.m. retrieval that i dont know about, ignore my messages, because they might be really ridiculous.

this is seriously why i need/want a kitty. or another Beta.

also why i seriously should censor myself more. or less.