Dec 17, 2004 00:17
so tonight was opening night of the play and tomorow is the last night.
all i can say is, after all those rehearsals and stress and slacking off with school and freaking out about college and stupid gossip and drama between people and wanting to tear off as many heads as possible, through the crazy auditions and shitty long rehearsals and low funds and no time and other bullshit, i forget why i do it
and then the curtain comes up, and i forget everything. its just me and the audience, power tripping, ranting completely in and of the moment.
i love it, its an amazing high, so different from everything else.
i hate that the acting is like playing an instrument where any time, you can just go and do it, because you need an audience and some sort of set out thing, but when it happens, and jesus it is so worth it, all of it.
im so happy, cloud nine, cant even come down or go to sleep...
:)