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There is much good and much bad in my life.
Sometimes I find myself crying and I don't know why - but sometimes I do.
I'm frustrated with myself. I'm forgetful. Today I had therapy and I totally forgot to go. Just didn't even think about it. I also have expired tabs on the Jetta and I can't mentally force myself to do anything.
I miss my family. But the thought of seeing any of them terrifies me.
I'm supposed to go to Seattle and drive my stuff down here with my dad.
God, I'm crying again. I miss my dad so much.
I don't know though, I've never been in the car with my dad for a long time.
Never really been on a long trip with just him.
I miss him.
I have to do this.
Sometimes I find myself crying and I don't know why - but sometimes I do.
I'm frustrated with myself. I'm forgetful. Today I had therapy and I totally forgot to go. Just didn't even think about it. I also have expired tabs on the Jetta and I can't mentally force myself to do anything.
I miss my family. But the thought of seeing any of them terrifies me.
I'm supposed to go to Seattle and drive my stuff down here with my dad.
God, I'm crying again. I miss my dad so much.
I don't know though, I've never been in the car with my dad for a long time.
Never really been on a long trip with just him.
I miss him.
I have to do this.