random random rantings on a wedneday while watching antm
im not sure how i really feel about this looming future things. I realize there is alot of time until things start happening, and i also have begun realizing how fast a year can pass, i've been living in grand rapids for 10 months now, and its freaking me out. not in a bad way, but almost a surreal way. and the thought of within the next 5-10 years almost everyone i know will either be married, or on their way to be married and/or getting ready to have kids, and half of me is freaked by this idea and the other half is excited. woohoo the general amount of confusion. but life is good, so there is nothing really worrying me right now. except the 'y' on my keyboard is getting stuck. oh well.