Spare some Change?
I have recently decided that life Changes are perhaps the most terrifying thing to me. I never thought i would be so afraid of such small things, but once they arrive, i freak out.
things in the past week, that have made me sad, or affected me in some, un-chagable, way. someone seriously needs to reverse these to make me a happier persone.
-my roomates being gay... or not being gay? iam not to sure how to explain that one.
-my work, i need to be on time, and have a set schedule that won't make me crazy.
-KCI Prom. how i wish for the world, that i didn't miss that, as much as i hate the majority of kids there, and what it all stands for. i actually feel sick to my stomach that i won't have a real finish to high school. not even a year book. :(
I miss the subburbs like no one could imagine!!!! it kills me inside not living on my old street with my mother. coming home from school, and looking for food in the fridge, never finding anything good, it took me till now, to see how good it all was.
maybe i regret alot over the past 5 months, and maybe even the year. maybe i should start giving people more chances, and giving myself some more credit. enough with the games, i want life to start now.
things i hate, fuckers with not shirts on. what the fuck are you implieing!!!!
things in the past week, that have made me sad, or affected me in some, un-chagable, way. someone seriously needs to reverse these to make me a happier persone.
-my roomates being gay... or not being gay? iam not to sure how to explain that one.
-my work, i need to be on time, and have a set schedule that won't make me crazy.
-KCI Prom. how i wish for the world, that i didn't miss that, as much as i hate the majority of kids there, and what it all stands for. i actually feel sick to my stomach that i won't have a real finish to high school. not even a year book. :(
I miss the subburbs like no one could imagine!!!! it kills me inside not living on my old street with my mother. coming home from school, and looking for food in the fridge, never finding anything good, it took me till now, to see how good it all was.
maybe i regret alot over the past 5 months, and maybe even the year. maybe i should start giving people more chances, and giving myself some more credit. enough with the games, i want life to start now.
things i hate, fuckers with not shirts on. what the fuck are you implieing!!!!