The last straw; A comeuppance is maybe around;
This is to the person who wrote an anonymous comment in my livejournal. I will not write public entries about how I feel about Phaedra or the situation anymore, but this pretty much puts it out in the open:
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Wow. I really didn't see it that way mysterious anonymous commentor (should I say Christina -- or maybe this is Phaedra?). Thank you for your complete insight into the situation! Gee golly.
You're completely right! The musical is over, so I guess I should drop it, and the past means nothing. Just because it's over, it should drop out of my conciousness. No harm done to anyone, right? Wow! I never saw it that way. It's good that she talked to everyone about her point of view right after she dropped out of the musical (more on that later) and not hurt anyone with bullshit.
Wait. Haha. She has. Everyone I know, and in turn she has hurt me. But that's in the past so it doesn't matter! I'll forget about that.
I should just forget the fact that we know what goes on at our own school; it's small. Don't think we don't know what happened between when you tried out and when you officially dropped out... Honestly, it's sickening. We all know, but I guess it shouldn't matter now.
She doesn't deserve being called an asshole? You're right again, since I don't think she's ever called anyone a bitch... Oops.
Sarcasm is fun. I should get a life? It's probably true, but I don't deny that my life is full of wonderful people with minimal amounts of bullshit, something of which she can not comprehend.
The thing is, she isn't seeing it from our point of view. She has treated people like crap, given them bullshit, and has made up complete excuses because of it. She hasn't hurt me directly, but I've seen what goes on, and the hypocrisy of it, and that hurts me. Not to mention, she has been playing the "victim" for the past couple of months. "I don't know why anyone is mad at me!" is my personal favorite.
The "my point of view" bullshit is another thing that really annoys everyone. The euphemisms she uses to justify what happened basically state the truth: "I didn't join the musical because I felt it wasn't that great of an opportunity" (not a quote, but something I remember from the top of my head). Doesn't that basically translate to, "I didn't join the musical because I didn't have the opportunity to play the lead and therefore I'm dropping out"?
And what about calling Jerrold a follower? Stop treating people who care(d) about you like stepping stones. They can live without you. Jasmine can, I can, the Performing Arts can, Rainbow can, Jill can, etc.
The past won't be past until it's rectified... or until she leave/get new friends/stop acting like a priss. Right now, it's the present.
And honestly -- I'm not leaving anonymous comments now, am I? I'm not a child. I have defended myself, other people, and most of all our thougths coherently and without bullshit, with seeing both sides of the situation. I'm an adult.
If I was a child I would be kicking her ass right now. But I'm not a child.
Personally:
It's just something we can't forget or forgive, because you have not apologized. Hell, you haven't even gotten your head out of your little "me Phaedra Me me me me me me" world, so please, please, please realize that you are the one that has hurt everyone.
I am writing this in my journal, because you have not shown any courtesy by talking to us face to face, and I'm just returning the favor. If you want to talk, talk to all of us. The thing is, Harrison has tried, Jerrold has tried, and you won't listen. Jill has even tried and she is (was?) your best friend. This is something you have to do, and I swear to God if you play the "victim card" it will get ugly.