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things change so fast
i need to be happy and grateful for what i have--
a girl i went to high school with died two days ago from a seizure.
shocking. i got a phone call from a girl asking me to please come to the funeral because apparantly she talked highly of me in school, i am going. i don't understand how or why people talk highly of me anyways. i do not deserve it, at all.
i went to my cousin's graduation.
it was incredible. these kids went through hell to get through school. their parents went through hell as well.
i mean, damn, i am selfish. i hate to admit it.
i loved watching the families cheer and smile and be PROUD.
i have a lot to work on..
ALOT.
help.
i need to be happy and grateful for what i have--
a girl i went to high school with died two days ago from a seizure.
shocking. i got a phone call from a girl asking me to please come to the funeral because apparantly she talked highly of me in school, i am going. i don't understand how or why people talk highly of me anyways. i do not deserve it, at all.
i went to my cousin's graduation.
it was incredible. these kids went through hell to get through school. their parents went through hell as well.
i mean, damn, i am selfish. i hate to admit it.
i loved watching the families cheer and smile and be PROUD.
i have a lot to work on..
ALOT.
help.