Feb 27, 2005 01:17
Well Im really upset and confused about what just happened
There are just some things that can make you happy and sad
at the same time.
all at once i thought jordan was the worst boyfriend ever
and then he would just come to me and be the greatest thing that ever happened to me
Its really hard to explain
I dont know what to do now.
or where and who to run to now.
We decided to break up because we all knew that I wasnt happy.
We never saw eachother and there was nothing really going for us.
Im not what he wanted
Im sure he'd go better off with a girl that knew more about skating then I ever did.
A girl who had a better taste in music and what not.
I really wish that things that could have gone better
I really dont know what to do now.
This whole thing with alex is makeing me even more upset then I already am
people are already yelling at me when i havent even made one reaction to the kid.
"you cant get back together with him!!!"
Yes.. but i didnt even mention him
I think ill be single for a while.
It might do me some good.
Plus its gonna take me a while to get over Jordan.
So Im stable for right now
Sweet Dreams
<3
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