Dec 04, 2005 12:42
oh goodness
i didn't realize that other people might possibly see this again
i guess i'll have to write a new one because this crap is embarassing
basically i'm jealous of beth because she has this boy and he likes her and she has ditched me once or twice to hang out with him but i was so happy for her that i didn't care but maybe now i do? idk... i'm selfishly wanting to keep her to myself. oh dear.