Kevin... - Scotty takes Kevin's shoulders and looks at him
what? wasn't this want you wanted? all this time you were begging me and now that i finally am in the mood... what's wrong? - Kevin sees his husband's face and realised there is something very wrong with him
I... i feel... - Scotty takes a deep breath and looks down - I feel nothing...
what?
i am you a few hours ago...
well, can you try???? - Kevin says and tries to kiss scotty again but he pushes his chest away.
could you try? if it doesn't happen it just doesn't happen kevin, you were there too, do not tell me to try - scotty raises his voice, he is visibly upset
Kevin sighs and gets off Scotty and sits next to him in the couch
i'm sorry, you are right.... i just can't believe this... are we ever going to have sex again?
i hope so... our bellies will start growing soon.... both man start laughing, they have been talking what their intimacy - or lack of it - will be like once they both get big as balloons -
i am sorry scotty, i just... i wanted to make you happy..... i am not that in the mood either...
you are not? then why did you....
because... - kevin interrupts him - i thought it was what you wanted....
well, i did until a while ago but kevin even if i wanted it now, you don't have to force yourself into something you don't feel just to make me feel better... it is not like i will dump you if we don't have sex or anything..... i mean, what man in his right mind would want a pregnant guy... think about it...
both man laugh at the joke and Scotty tilts his head to give Kevin a kiss, they both know the kiss won't take them anywhere but for that exact reason, they let it go a bit further, knowing none of them will try something that the other will refuse. Scotty's hands are on Kevin's stomach, just caressing the belly that soon will grow, he just caress the skin and enjoys the nice feeling it causes on his husband which he notices by the sigh he lets out. Kevin's hands are in Scotty's back, a place he didn't touch in weeks because he knew it turned him on and he didn't want to start something he wasn't going to finish.
this is weird, i love your touch and i don't want you to stop, but at the same time... - scotty says once he breaks the kiss to get some air
you feel nothing.... same here - kevin says and kisses his lips tenderly
should we call abraham?
no, i talked to him already, it is normal he says, the hormones....
you talked to abraham about our sex life? - scotty's flabbergasted look make kevin smile
lack of it.... can we talk about this later, i really want to kiss you right now
sorry..... - scotty resumes the kissing and closes his eyes to enjoy the sensations.... knowing he can feel and make his husband feel good without wanted to slip his hands under his pants is - for a very odd reason - something he likes, very much.
- have you talked to the guys lately? - sarah asks her mother while folding the laundry in her kitchen table. nora sighs and remains silent - mom? what's going on?
- nothing.... i just..... it hurts, 2 babies, sarah, T-W-O- and i haven't been able to bond with them yet.... they barely let me visit them...
- that is because you visit at odd hours, the gUys are getting up late and they go to bed early, you always show up somEwhere around 10 in the morning or past dinner time....
- they are ignoring me sarah, they don't want me to be part of my grandchildren's lives... what did i do to them? tell me... i've always been good to them, every time they have needed me, there i've been.... every single time.... - tears start forming in nora's eyes
-mom...
- i don't deserve this..... - a little sob, sarah stps what she is doing and takes her hands
- mom.....they are the pregnant ones, not you... chill out....
- I just..... they are my last chance to have babies...
- what???
- you won't have any more kids, justin and tyler have twins already and tyler said she has enough, kitty.... well, it is not like she is getting any younger and tommy.... rose made it clear to him she doesn't have time for kids, not that tommy is holding his breath, he is not there for elizaeth anyway.....
- so this is about you wanting to have a baby???
- i am growing old sarah....
- mom.....
Sarah grabs her arms arond her mother who surrenders immediately and starts crying like a little child.