Long Time
I feel so worthless and I fucking hate it.
I just want a job. Mother.
I like spending time at my mom's farmhouse. And talking to the horse who looks at me like I'm an idiot. That's what her facial expression looks like.
I was alone there a few days ago. It's so quiet. It's so empty out there. I love it. And there is so much space to explore. I want to spend a lot of time out there this spring, summer, and fall. Hopefully gas prices have the same idea in mind.
I love driving on the highway. I love the small towns. It's a completely different lifestyle that I wish I could experience for a while. I would miss the big buildings though, I suppose. I just feel so innocent out there. No one knows me, and I love that.
Sometimes I want to visit Inkom. See what it looks like. See if my big girl eyes see the same things as my child eyes did.
It's kind of a blur.
I just want a job. Mother.
I like spending time at my mom's farmhouse. And talking to the horse who looks at me like I'm an idiot. That's what her facial expression looks like.
I was alone there a few days ago. It's so quiet. It's so empty out there. I love it. And there is so much space to explore. I want to spend a lot of time out there this spring, summer, and fall. Hopefully gas prices have the same idea in mind.
I love driving on the highway. I love the small towns. It's a completely different lifestyle that I wish I could experience for a while. I would miss the big buildings though, I suppose. I just feel so innocent out there. No one knows me, and I love that.
Sometimes I want to visit Inkom. See what it looks like. See if my big girl eyes see the same things as my child eyes did.
It's kind of a blur.