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[walk_your__dead]

we're ok. and that is amazing. i dont deserve this chance. for what i did. but im truely sorry. and i regret it all so much. ill never wrong you again. you will be able to trust me again. im giong to make you happy. and im going to keep you that way. and never see you like i did last night. i never want to hurt you again. i love you so much. im so sorry i did this to you. thank you for taking me back. and letting me fix this some how. i love you jenna. how did i get so lucky as to find you. and have you as mine. how could i betray someone who gave me everything. i honestly dont know. bbut i hate myself everyday for it. i wish i could take it back. but i cant. so ill just have to try and make things better. your worth all the work. and every single minute hour day month or years it takes. ill build the trust i ruined back. ill work at it everyday until i have. you have my word. as hard as that is to accept right now. you have my word.

we are going to be together forever. im not letting you slip away. im not doing anything EVER again that will mess that up. i love you baby.