Jun 10, 2005 21:17
yeah. i need to vent and well i feel like doing it here..even though its livejournal. whatever. i dont really care.
1.i am so sick of people and their attitudes. they just think they are better then you when really..they arent. they like to judge you before they know you and its sickning. and its bullshit. they must really have no lives to go around and give dirty looks and talk shit and all that stuff. i mean its pointless. it really is. theres no point. and yeah i admit i talk shit sometimes..but its not bad. i dont go around giving dirty looks to people i dont know..only to people that i know or give them to me first.
2.antother thing i cant stand is when people critize me for the music i like. they ask me if i like a band..i say no..so they obviously think that its only me who has bad taste. and then they go on about how my music sucks and how The Doors is the worst band alive and balh blha blah. and how i listne to all the "emo shit" and how its horrible and it sucks and its stupid. and the worst part..the people who say this are my friends. and its bull. it really is. who cares what kind of music i lisetn to? its my choice not theirs.
3.i hate school. im sick of teachers and thier last minute assignments. its the end of the year..its not supposed to be as stressfull as it is. teachers think we can handle all the work but i know that i cant. ive been falling behind in most of my classes becuase of one class. english. i wait till the last minute to do all my projects. and its not good. and i cant seem to break the habit. and im glad schools amost over. i cant wait for the summer to be free of all the kids who hate me for no god damn reason.
4.you. yeah you. with the long hair and perfect face. i do what i can to get you to notice me and like me but nothing works. what i do is not a lie though, i act like myself but that seems to be not good engouh. but i dont understand. we could be so good together. i know it. but i guess if nothing has happend by now nothing will.
And it breaks my heart to know, the only reason, you are here now is, a reminder of what I'll never have.
okay. im done.
dont comment if your gonna be all "oh im so sorry things will look up." and shit like that. only comment if you understand. or know what im going through. or something like that.