Jul 26, 2005 15:45
okay everyone heres the deal.. job starts tomorrow 10 at night till 6 in the morning .. sucks i know lol BUT its money im saving up buying chachos kawasaki.. 1500 cash and its mine im gonna have him take me to get my bike liscense then im all set fuck cars motorcycle helmet and an ipod and your good ot go.. im going down to texas soon most likely for my birthday if i like it and i pretty much know i will im moving down there josh is getting his g.e.d in september and duanes moving to houston with his breakdancing crew umm yeah some people i know are looking itno linign up a job for me down there as we speak ill hear from them tonight. umm what else oh yeah ill have my own place so ne1 wants to come and visit when i move feel free let me know ill send u a ticket. josh said theres a noticable difference in me since like last week he said im almost back to my old self and hes kinda glad. duane seems to think im actually putting more heart and stuff into skating i killed him in skate yesterday which ive only done one other time normally i get my own ass handed back to me.. noone really understands everything besides josh pretty much because hes the only one who knows everything that went on my mom is happy that i dont have her clouding my mind but the thing is she still is and she will be for a while my feelings still stand for her as much as i fucked around and fucked up its for the best i think umm yeah ending on bad terms really sucks i wanted to call her last night but i shut my phone off and went out with cassie josh and carina and nicky had a really fun night its goign to start raining soon so im confined to the huse watching my little brother. gahh sucks .. im getting another tattoo really soon im gonna talk to juan about him doing it for me tonight so whenever he has time its getting done and ill pay him when i get a check its gonna be huge ill post a picture when it gets done. everyone wants me to go party it up but im gonna try and tone down the drinking and stuff get myself how i like it im goign to lose like 25 pounds starting last friday so far i lost 6 and ill be content. flat stomach. im cutting my hair and dying it it the job will let me im doing it this weekend ill show pictures of it
im going to have cigarette and have a cup of coffee
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