Jun 07, 2004 07:40
I had dreams that made me sad because i woke up and thought that they really happened, i think im going into another one of my crazy phases when i dream every night, but i kind of like it, im not sure. sarah, i want to tell you about it later, it was scary and you were in it and you will laugh becasue you were funny.
i woke up thismorning and reset my clock but it didnt go off again so i ended up getting to school late. i sat in the hall by myself, and when i walked to class i left really early and it was so hard not to cry. im not sure whats going on with me but im scared that im getting sad again and i dont want that to happen again, that cant happen again, but im not sure how to make it stop.
yesterday i got all of my homework together that i had to get done and i was all motivated to make today good and work hard but now that im here i feel like i have everyday. i just want to go home and curl up on my couch in a little ball and go to sleep, making the day as short as i can. =(
i hope so much that today gets better.
Love, nicole