dreaded day
i can no longer be outstanding. sayang. there was so much at stake. 4 of my grades went down. only one went higher...socsci. dapat lang. i worked and recited so freakin much that i deserve it.
my problem now is...SPANISH
i want to kill ms martin and wipe off that ugly evil pathetic smile off her nauseating face. i wanna butcher her into a thousand little pieces and watch her stupidly beg for mercy. i wanna kick her all the way back to wherever she came from. i wanna poison her mind and make her quit teaching forever.
im morbid today!!!
pilar said nga that i looked like i was about to cry when i saw my grades...
i don't feel smart now. i know that i've at times been acting bossy, nerdy and like a know-it-all. i've gotten mad at whoever asked me stupid obvious questions and constantly asked answers from me. i always looked and acted calm whenever a test was about to happen, much as if i knew all the answers. i basically acted like i was a total nerd. i know that most of you think that i'm so smart, but the truth is that im not. i know that life isn't about being the best and that it's about doing your best, but guess what? my best just wasn't good enough.
some of you think of me as a really intelligent person, and no i'm not saying this to brag. i've taught you what i could and helped some of you recite during class. maybe that's why you thought i was so smart--becuase i helped you guys. even some of the smartest people in our class like iya and janna ask me stuff about school. they're smarter than me and yet they still ask...well, me. i just find it kinda weird.
i'm just really upset about my grades now sorry.
i've calmed down already.
i'll be fine...somehow.
there was just too many at stake this year.
and they said second year was the easiest.
i need a hug...badly.
i cant tell my mom about this.
shit what am i gonna do?
i've lost all my will to do school work.
goodbye chances of becoming outstanding.
my problem now is...SPANISH
i want to kill ms martin and wipe off that ugly evil pathetic smile off her nauseating face. i wanna butcher her into a thousand little pieces and watch her stupidly beg for mercy. i wanna kick her all the way back to wherever she came from. i wanna poison her mind and make her quit teaching forever.
im morbid today!!!
pilar said nga that i looked like i was about to cry when i saw my grades...
i don't feel smart now. i know that i've at times been acting bossy, nerdy and like a know-it-all. i've gotten mad at whoever asked me stupid obvious questions and constantly asked answers from me. i always looked and acted calm whenever a test was about to happen, much as if i knew all the answers. i basically acted like i was a total nerd. i know that most of you think that i'm so smart, but the truth is that im not. i know that life isn't about being the best and that it's about doing your best, but guess what? my best just wasn't good enough.
some of you think of me as a really intelligent person, and no i'm not saying this to brag. i've taught you what i could and helped some of you recite during class. maybe that's why you thought i was so smart--becuase i helped you guys. even some of the smartest people in our class like iya and janna ask me stuff about school. they're smarter than me and yet they still ask...well, me. i just find it kinda weird.
i'm just really upset about my grades now sorry.
i've calmed down already.
i'll be fine...somehow.
there was just too many at stake this year.
and they said second year was the easiest.
i need a hug...badly.
i cant tell my mom about this.
shit what am i gonna do?
i've lost all my will to do school work.
goodbye chances of becoming outstanding.