continuation...
like i said, fourteen wasn't the greastest year for me. it was by far the worst.
...summer finally reached the end. my schooldays of second year in highschool were going to begin. i thought, yes! finally! this is going to be alot easier and more fun than first year! this is gonna be great. Yes, that's what i thought. Unfortunately, i couldn't say so on the first day of classes. I was out in a different section where none of my kabarkadas were or even any of my close friends. needless to say, i was pretty upset. not a single one of them was my classmate. what's even worse was that i was seated next to my former IP group member. that made it really uncomfortable. IP last year was that much of a hell for me. urgh...so, barely knowing or speaking to anybody in my class, i got a hell lot upset because my friends would always talk about their class and how great it was that they were in the same section. they would even leave me out at times, clueless as i was of all the things going around. july came. i found out that my seatmates weren't so bad. now, i actually miss them since we changed our seating arrangement. the problem this time was my own family. but of course, i can't reveal that. september came. my birthday was coming up fast.i wasn't expecting anything. i wasn't expecting anybody to greet me, or even remember that it was my birthday. i was acting sadistic. oh yes, i aslo supposedly lost my phone in my own house, or somebody stole it. yes, my phone na walang load, walang battery, walang kwenta. i couldn't afford to buy any load to tell you the truth. i had to get it from my allowance of 500 pesos. (no baon included, pay for your own gimmicks, school supplies, ekek) this is also part of the reason why i'm so thin. even with my case, they keep telling me to make tipid. (sure, if you want me to get thinner and die, be my guest. i wouldn't care) also because i couldn't find it even if i looked through my closet about 10 times already, they made me pay for it. they made me pay for it even if my birthday was just a week away. guess what i got for my birthday? nothing. absolutely nothing. great isn't it?
...summer finally reached the end. my schooldays of second year in highschool were going to begin. i thought, yes! finally! this is going to be alot easier and more fun than first year! this is gonna be great. Yes, that's what i thought. Unfortunately, i couldn't say so on the first day of classes. I was out in a different section where none of my kabarkadas were or even any of my close friends. needless to say, i was pretty upset. not a single one of them was my classmate. what's even worse was that i was seated next to my former IP group member. that made it really uncomfortable. IP last year was that much of a hell for me. urgh...so, barely knowing or speaking to anybody in my class, i got a hell lot upset because my friends would always talk about their class and how great it was that they were in the same section. they would even leave me out at times, clueless as i was of all the things going around. july came. i found out that my seatmates weren't so bad. now, i actually miss them since we changed our seating arrangement. the problem this time was my own family. but of course, i can't reveal that. september came. my birthday was coming up fast.i wasn't expecting anything. i wasn't expecting anybody to greet me, or even remember that it was my birthday. i was acting sadistic. oh yes, i aslo supposedly lost my phone in my own house, or somebody stole it. yes, my phone na walang load, walang battery, walang kwenta. i couldn't afford to buy any load to tell you the truth. i had to get it from my allowance of 500 pesos. (no baon included, pay for your own gimmicks, school supplies, ekek) this is also part of the reason why i'm so thin. even with my case, they keep telling me to make tipid. (sure, if you want me to get thinner and die, be my guest. i wouldn't care) also because i couldn't find it even if i looked through my closet about 10 times already, they made me pay for it. they made me pay for it even if my birthday was just a week away. guess what i got for my birthday? nothing. absolutely nothing. great isn't it?