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im bored,today i went to the space center thing with my little brother and when i was going through the metal detecter,it kept going off.lol..i thought it was pretty funny :) it was....i had to take all 9 piercings out,my cell,my wallet and my fucking belt..gosh damnit.lol..it was funny tho..i was getting pissed.now i cant get the damn ball on my nose ring,rwjhwrhorwhkth!!!!!!!! IM PISSED! lol,well it was boring,but somewhat fun,hey atleast i did something....meh...im getting kinda bored with being single,i wanna be in a realationship,really bad..i hate being single..it sucks,i think this is the longest ive been single...i really like this one person but i dont feel anything back from him...these two others boys are like obssessed with me..but i dont like them at all..like he was like call me and i just met him..im like uhm no.lol..i dont know you,but ya,i like this one person and i dont know what to do,i think he is fucking shy? and ya,so am i? and i dont know whats up? i dont think he likes me anymore or maybe he does,but doesnt want to date me..meh..i really REALLY like him..well..who knows?..lol..uhm....i was well still am thinking..im going to start going to the gym its only going to take me a month maybe two to loose alot of weight.because i loose it quick :) uhm my hair is already like blonde,meh.im going to let it grow,and ya..im going to start like being more me?...im going to start dressing normal? well i dont want to be labeled..but i want to start dressing in the tight tight ass black pants and the jackets :) and have my hair long and red :) im into that shit now,alot.my tight black pants and jacket are big now..grr..i payed like 140 for that..whatever tho..lol.and then on some days i just want to dress normal wear bright colors..girl clothes..ya..i wanna learn how to play guitar and be in a band..<3 lol..i dont listen to metal much anymore..it faded..i listen to other shit,its great tho.lol..i am going through a change,i guess everything is different now..lol..it is..no more everett and i was always use to him..and now im changing..plus my doctor says a person changes every 4 to 6 years..im changing..yap.i think it was 4.and it would make sense..im changing! someone needs to go to IOA with me! and go buy me red hair dye..and fucking buy me a 8gauge ring...i really want it..im going to keep all my peircings and getting more.im going to be all weird? and yahhh..lol.like i still want piercings and weird hair..but dress all in black tight shit and on others days in bright colors..? i fucking love the idea,i dont want to play drums anymore,i want to play guitar..i also want to start a realationship <333 woah,a nice one,where we dont fight and its not a fucking mistake and he actually fuckin cares..lol..well..ya...and dude,im not a skank.i just wanted to say that..im bugged by someone saying it..im not a fucking skank =/