Title: Itunes Fic Meme
Fandom: American Idol
Pairings: Cookstro, with mentions of Mavid, and Danny/David A
Ratings: Pg - almost-R
Disclaimer: I do not own David, Jason, Michael, Danny, or David A or any of the songs used.
Author's Notes: Thought I'd jump on the bandwagon. There's 7 in all, I do believe. Thanks to
anestel for bringing the meme to my attention. =D
And yes, you read the disclaimer right! :O David A is in one of my fics, but only momentarily.
Pour Ne Pas Vivre Seul - Chistophe Willem (originally by Dalida) PG
You had thought it would be competitive, lonely, and at first that was exactly how it had been. When you're forced to be around the same people all day everyday, you would expect this loneliness to fade, but no, it just intensifies. That is, until you realize that it doesn't have to be. You realize that you can make friends, you can form relationships, and suddenly the loneliness is gone.
You have also learned that this loneliness can return in a matter of seconds. All it takes is enough time for someone to say "you have the lowest number of votes". You have learned this once already.
But again the loneliness was cured, this time by a boy named Jason. Jason had turned everything upside down and inside out, and now you are no longer alone. But sitting on the sofas, listening to Ryan tell Carly and Jason that one of them was in the bottom two, you could have died. When Jason is pronounced as safe, you breath a sigh of relief. The lonliness has been held off for another week. This time.
Pecking Order - Axium PG
"I think it's time that you start taking this a little bit more seriously."
"The vocals just weren't great."
"It was a little bit of a train wreck."
You replay the comments over and over again, and yet you can't quite find a way to make them useful. Each one feels like another slap to the face, another clipping of your wings, and you hate them for it. You know they mean well, sometimes, but you also know that everyone thinks you're a joke.
Everyone but him that is. David believes in you, or at least, he tells you he does. He tells you everyday that you're amazing, and you tell him that you're not, that he's the amazing one. David just laughs, and tell you that you'll reach the top someday soon, and he tells you that he'll be waiting for you. You don't believe him, but you pray he's right.
Bubble Wrap - McFly PG
A tear falls from David's eye, and you frown. He's not upset, he doesn't even care, he hasn't cared for weeks, and you both know it. You're the one who feels like crying, but you've done enough of that already. You turn away from him, and cross the room, pausing at the door only because he's finally spoken.
"Jason..", he pauses, waiting for you to look at him, but you don't turn around, "I love you."
You laugh skeptically. "Maybe you did, at first," you finally tell him, "but that changed. You changed. You let things continue, even when you knew it wasn't there anymore, and I was blind." You turn the knob of the door, opening it slowly, "I'm not blind, anymore, David. This is goodbye." The door closes softly in your wake, and David just sits there, not realizing that he just let the best thing that ever happened to him walk away.
She Never Let's It Go To Her Heart - Tim McGraw PG
All day you haven't been able to keep your hands off of Jason, or at least near by him. You can't help it, everyone stares at him, and you want them to know he's your's, but no one cares. If you could count how many people try to hit on him in the run of a day, you'd learn numbers you didn't know existed.
The only reason you can live with it is because Jason doesn't care. He smiles politely and takes the compliments that he's given, but when it starts to go to far, he simply returns to you. Your arms, he tells you, are the only ones that he wants around him.
Leave The Peices - The Wreckers PG
You tell him that he needs to decide once and for all. It's you or Michael, he can't have it both ways.
He tells you that he doesn't know how he feels, that he might love you, and that he might not. He can't answer you. So you tell him that that's enough answer for you, and you turn to leave, but he catches your hand. He begs you for more time, he tells you that he needs time to decide, and you tell him that's he's had more than enough.
He kisses your lips gently, and your heart breaks. It kills you to pull away, but you do. "Make up your mind, David. I'll be fine as long as I have an answer." This time you really do leave, and when Michael looks at you from across the living room, he understands. You can tell he's sorry, he never meant for this to happen, but you both know it's not his fault.
Michael was never meant to be his, anyway. He was married, but still David clung on. You were there from the begining, and he told you that you'd be there until the end. Now you know that endings can come much sooner than they were planned to be.
You also know that if David doesn't decide soon, he will lose both of you.
No One Needs To Know - Shania Twain PG
David reads the list of names that are to be his roomies for the next few months, and tries to put faces with the names. Hollywood week was a while ago, but he thinks he knows who they are. Michael Johns was definitely the Aussie, he knew that only because they had exchanged words a few times already, but Jason Castro.. he wasn't sure there. He may well have been the easy going, dreadlocked boy from Texas, but there had been a few Jason's and he couldn't be sure.
He heads up to his apartment intent on finding out, and he smiles to learn that he is right. He'd forgotten just how beautiful the boy had been, and seeing him know struck him speechless.
"You must be David," he says as David walks in, his tone lazy, yet very welcoming.
David nods, "Jason, I believe?", he smiled over at Michael, "Hey."
"Long time no see, Mate."
David looks over at Jason again, and he wonders why he feels so drawn to him.
Within weeks, he's fallen hard for the boy, but he's not sure yet how to tell him. He just keeps telling himself that Jason doesn't need to know yet. Which, is probably wrong, seeings as David has already begun planning their wedding, but he'll get around to informing him eventually.
Dirty Little Secrete - All American Rejects almost-R
David picks the lock to one of the unused rooms in the back halls, and drags Jason in after him. He closes the door, and in a matter of moments is pushing Jason to the ground, clothes flying every which way.
Jason presses his lips to David's at the first possible moment, wrapping his arms around his neck, and pulling him down with him. He runs his hands through David's hair, and feels him shiver. He feels David's hands sliding down to rest at his hips, and he bucks them slightly, teasingly.
David growls deep in his throat, and breaks the kiss, looking down at the boy pinned beneath him. He smiles, and leans in, flicking at one of Jason's nipples with his tounge, making Jason moan softly. "I want you so much," he whispers, trailing kisses down Jason's chest, "So very much."
"Not possibly as much as I want you," Jason replies, trying to keep his composure as David's mouth gets closer and closer to his organ.
"Are you sure about that?", David purs, stopping to look up at him.
Before Jason can answer light floods the room, and David looks around in surprise. He gaze is met by the equally surprised face of Danny, and the compleatly mortified face of David A.
Danny is the first to regain his composure. He giggles, and pulls little David back out of the room. "Sorry, guys." And with that, they were gone.