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kind of like the apple that rolls behind the basket and gets forgotton...
today i feel ok.
i had REALLY aweful dreams last night.
but i'm awake now.
i'm wearing my "wednesday" barrett.
so i don't forget what day it is.
i only hope it IS wednesday....
i had a dream it rained and i cancelled life.
(that was the ONLY good part)
i miss rain....
i cut my hair a little again.
i don't think i'll be satisfied until it's gone.
i haven't been very satisfied at all lately....
i feel stale.
stagnent.
and Fish died.
it's possible he was too cold upstairs in the bathroom....
it's possible he just wanted to die.
but he's dead all the same.
i need a new fish, i guess.
the sun just went away.
it was keeping me warm...
it is mean.
i think i need a nice surprise to shake these blues...
i'm having troubles shaking them on my own....
i need an adventure.
i need this fucking snow to go away.
i need some creativity to visit me for a while.
i need to change the pillowcases so the pillows don't slide off the bed anymore. (new satin sheets! YES!......but slippery...)
i need to re-paint my nails.
i need to call frontier and bitch.
-i'll do that now.....
....
no more tv for me.
as of right now.
and considering that we haven't turned the tv on the entire month of march i'm not wasting any tears.
me and nicky haven't danced in a while...
or walked to the movie store...
i think we need to tonight...
what a rotton week this is....
today i feel ok.
i had REALLY aweful dreams last night.
but i'm awake now.
i'm wearing my "wednesday" barrett.
so i don't forget what day it is.
i only hope it IS wednesday....
i had a dream it rained and i cancelled life.
(that was the ONLY good part)
i miss rain....
i cut my hair a little again.
i don't think i'll be satisfied until it's gone.
i haven't been very satisfied at all lately....
i feel stale.
stagnent.
and Fish died.
it's possible he was too cold upstairs in the bathroom....
it's possible he just wanted to die.
but he's dead all the same.
i need a new fish, i guess.
the sun just went away.
it was keeping me warm...
it is mean.
i think i need a nice surprise to shake these blues...
i'm having troubles shaking them on my own....
i need an adventure.
i need this fucking snow to go away.
i need some creativity to visit me for a while.
i need to change the pillowcases so the pillows don't slide off the bed anymore. (new satin sheets! YES!......but slippery...)
i need to re-paint my nails.
i need to call frontier and bitch.
-i'll do that now.....
....
no more tv for me.
as of right now.
and considering that we haven't turned the tv on the entire month of march i'm not wasting any tears.
me and nicky haven't danced in a while...
or walked to the movie store...
i think we need to tonight...
what a rotton week this is....