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[wakingghosts]

it's been a while.
i rarely write in here anymore it seems....

things have been so wild and crazy these days....
deaths
deaths or friends...
deaths of relationships...

but new friendships...
renewed friendships...
new relationships...

but no new shoes.

and no snow...yet.

i still have the same nneeds as ever.
the same wants...
the same fears.

holiday acres is so wonderful for bringing such great music to the nothrwoods...
they love their jazz...
look them up and get out there and see someone play sometime.
i haven't yet.
i should...

soon my kitchen will fill up with the spicy smell of delicious things baking.
it was so nice last year making krumkake in the kitchen of the home that was my own.
except last year there was no light in the kitchen so i had a lamp with no shade on the stove while i was cooking....
it was pretty nice, though, dispite...

i miss my far away friends.
i miss bob and keesha and aaron....
i should make it a point to visit.
at least try...

gardettos don't make me sick like doritos do.
i should have been eating them this whole time...

one more hour before i vanish for the weekend.

i am REALLY going to miss my doggy.
it's a good thing that i don't reproduce, i think.
between my impatience and neediness the poor kid would be a wreck.
as it is the dog is mildly neurotic...

i like my doggy.

well... i had better go find something to occupy my mind for another hour.

what a life this is.
so strange....