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( We never got any concrete information regarding the beginning of Irina and Sark's relationship. In my own personal fandom, Sark's father abandons him and his mother and after his mother dies, Irina steps in, knowing of his heritage and large inheritance, and becomes a sort of foster parent. I don't think they ever actually had sex but there has always been a fierce loyalty and understated affection present there. They would never actually recognize it but that has to be something akin to love.)
1. Rufus Wainwright - Matinee Idol
This is the day
The day of the death
The death of the matinee idol
Still so beautiful as the angels
As the angels came down from high
So sweet and so soft
So charmingly daft
So young was the matinee idol
Lips of crimson, slightly open
As the flash and all fame put to rest
2. Morningwood - Babysitter
Close the door behind us
Don’t open it to strangers
You know where to find us
Sure I got your numbers
(Don't you) You gotta start sometime (wanna sit next to me?)
Show me as I show you mine
(I'll show) Can you keep a secret? (you a secret, or two, or three)
3. Depeche Mode - Corrupt
I could corrupt you
In a heartbeat
You think you're so special
Think you're so sweet
What are you trying
Don't even tempt me
Soon you'll be crying
And wishing you'd dreamt me
4. My Chemical Romance - Mama
And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
And when you go don't return to me my love
5. Anberlin - Cold War Transmissions
Side by side we face each other
Standing here alone together
Your code I'll break, you made your last mistake
Called out cold war
Remnants now on the floor
6. Sarah Fimm - Afraid
I'd like to hold you close
Make you feel safe
Not so afraid of yourself
If we have to part so it shall be
I'd like to help you suffer less
Not be so locked up in your thoughts
Afraid of love and all under the sun
7. Death From Above 1979 - Sexy Results
Sexy woman call me to your office
Sexy woman meet me after work
I wanna show you how I handle business
I wanna show you how the mail-boy flirts
8. The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition
Just stay there
Cause i'll be comin over
and while our bloods still young
It's so young
It runs
and we won't stop til it's over
Won't stop to surrender
9. Bats For Lashes - Bat's Mouth
And she's holding him tight in her bat arms
She is wrapping him up in her bat arms
And she's thanking her mother sea
Thank you mother sea
For letting him see the sea in me.
10. Santogold - I'm a Lady
Now won't you run and tell your boyfriend
Tell him don’t hold his breath for me
I’ve got some money I was saving
Got some hearts that ill be breaking
Know someday they'll make a martyr out of me
11. The Sword - The Horned Goddess
She sits astride
Mountains tall and wide
Serpent of earth writhes
Between glacial thighs
12. Sarah Blasko - Don't You Ever
You've got a way with words
You've got a way that makes me feel so complicated
A wall keeps you from me
You'd raze the doors down just so you could find the key
The wolves are waiting
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume One:
http://www.mediafire.com/?hjzjynwo0ui The Many Loves of Julian Sark Volume Two: Eve is the Apple of my Eye
(When we first meet Sark, he could be anywhere from 18-23 years old. When we first meet Allison Doren, they already have an established relationship and we can see he cares for her deeply. Allison was Sark's first love. That "you don't fancy him, do you?" line about Will Tippen speaks volumes about Sark's insecurity over Allison's wandering feelings and, as we see, with good reason. Allison, despite being in a relationship with Sark, falls for Will and is genuinely upset when she has to kill him. Even though Allison came back from the dead to return to him, I don't think Sark ever forgave the deception done to him by his first love.)
1. Bell X1 - Ever is the Apple of my Eye
You left, I died,
I went and you cried
You came, I think
But I never really know
I've served my time
I've watched you climb
The wrong incline
But what do I know
2. Phantogram - When I'm Small
Take me underground
Take me all the way
And bring me to the fire
Throw me into the flames
I would rather die
I would rather die
Than to be with you
3. The Ark - Calleth You, Cometh I
And I know we were both too young
Way back when we had our thing
And you're not the one that I think of
Every time that the telephone rings
And I know that what we had
Would not be called love by the ones who know
And I know it's been many years
And a hundred love-affairs ago
I know all that so well
But I also do know this:
Calleth you, cometh I
4. Interpol - Slow Hands
I submit my incentive is romance
I watched the pole dance of the stars
We rejoice because the hurting is so painless
From the distance of passing cars
But I am married to your charms & grace
I just go crazy like the good old days
You make me want to pick up a guitar
And celebrate the myriad ways that I love you
5. Stereophonics - Dakota
Thinking about thinking of you
Summertime think it was June
Yeah think it was June
Laying back, head on the grass
Children grown having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs.
Made me feel like the one
6. Mumford and Sons - White Blank Page
A white blank page and a swelling rage, rage
You did not think when you sent me to the brake, the brake
You desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections
Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life
7. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Our Time
I may be dead honey,
But I was left with my eyes.
And underneath sugar,
Well, I’ve been stung by your lies.
And my heart baby,
Is cold and blue.
We’re two of a kind baby,
We’re me and you.
8. Laura Marling - Old Stone
He chased me through the rain,
'Honey, I'm going your way.'
I don't think so.
You can chase me through the rain,
Scream my name, a childish game,
But I love to be young.
And honey I was never gonna change,
And honey you are never gonna change,
But you love, don't you love it that way
9. The New Monarchs - Kiss Me at the Gate
The sky is black and grey
These days keep on getting longer
You don't seem to play
Around my sandbox anymore
Kiss me at the gate
Like none of this had ever happened
We make believe today
But soon we will be back to normal
10. Art Garfunkel - All I Know
I bruise you, you bruise me
We both bruise too easily, too easily to let it show
I love you and that's all I know
11. Horses - Funeral
At every occasion, I'll be ready for the funeral
At every occasion, once more, is called the funeral
Every occasion, know I'm ready for the funeral
At every occasion, oh, one million day funeral
12. Foo Fighters - Razor
Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get the chance to say goodbye
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Two: Eve is the Apple of My Eye:
http://www.mediafire.com/?nuzmojt4zmy The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Three: Shoot Your Gun
(I'll try to remain impartial on this one, but as this is my OTP, my bias might seep into this mix. To Sark, Sydney is "The One That Got Away". He's always gotten what he wanted and she is the one thing he could never get. He is entranced by her skill, her beauty, and her morality like a moth to a flame and he will never stop admiring her, because of the fact she will have nothing to do with him. No one, especially Vaughn, will be good enough for Sydney in Sark's eyes. Except for Sark himself, of course.)
1. 22-20's - Shoot Your Gun
Spin me some sad story
Sell me some excuse
To help me understand the things you do
'Cause the way you treat your lovers
Well I just can't relate
Well where'd you learn to shoot your gun so straight?
2. Florence + The Machine - Kiss With A Fist
I broke your jaw once before
I spilled your blood upon the floor
You broke my leg in return
So sit back and watch the bed burn
Love sticks
Sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit
A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better then none
3. Ra Ra Riot - Can You Tell
Oh baby baby baby babe,
How long am I supposed to wait?
I think about you nightly
Oh, can you tell I'm losin' sleep?
Oh what am I supposed to do?
It's hard to stay cool.
Oh, when you smile at me
and I can notice every time you speak.
4. The National - Wasp Nest
You're cussing a stone in a cocktail dress your mother wore when she was young;
red sun saint around your neck; a wet martini in a paper cup;
you're a wasp nest, you're a wasp nest.
Your eyes are broken bottles
and I'm afraid to ask
and all your wrath and cutting beauty
you're posion in the pretty glass
you're a wasp nest, you're a wasp nest.
You're all humming live wires under your killing clothes.
Get over here; I wanna kiss your skinny throat.
You're a wasp nest, you're a wasp nest.
5. Acceptence - So Contagious
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
6. The Spill Canvas - Staplegunned
We were all alone when I finally made a pass at you
It didnt work, and no it never does
but you know how I do
We were on the phone when I made up my mind
I want you staplegunned right to my side all of the time
7. Depeche Mode - It's No Good
I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run, but you cannot hide
8. Hawksley Workman - No Sissies
You're tougher than the police
When you pull me off the highway
I'm not movin' up to speed
The slow way has always been my way
You've gotta be a fast man
To transport the beautiful pictures of your love
9. Live - Deep Enough
We hit the room, me and my crew and it was cool,
Until we bumped into you now it's been years,
But there you were like a mustang,
Redlinin' every single gear with a man that danced like he was born in '49,
But lost his groove back when jesus died i wanna know,
Are those replacement hips? is that a swatch watch?
Do you know what time it is?
Does he run it deep enough
To take you there?
10. MGMT - Electric Feel
You can feel it in your mind
Oh you can do it all the time
Plug it in and change the world
You are my electric girl.
11. Tom McRae - Sadly Beautiful
Well you got your father's hair
and you got your father's nose
but you got my soul
12. A.C. Newman - Better Than Most
Better than most at feeling your pain,
Walking wounded through the stars tonight, we wander the plains,
Pointing pistols at the dawn.
13. Elefant - Lolita
I was watching you for hours
Standing there beside the pool
When you wear those pretty dresses
I forget the girl in you
14. Evans Blue - Stop and Say You Love Me
Hey listen, because I'll only say this once
Do you think that you could lose yourself in me?
I could say I want to die by your side one day
But I could never speak the words
Because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me
So together we can burn this way
Burn this way
15. Ludo - The Horror of Our Love
I'm a killer, cold and wrathful.
Silent sleeper, I've been inside your bedroom.
I've murdered half the town,
Left you love notes on their headstones...
I'll fill the graveyards until I have you.
Moonlight walking, I smell your softness,
Carnivorous and lusting to track you down among the pines.
I want you stuffed into my mouth,
Hold you down and tear you open, live inside you - love, I'd never hurt you...
But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix,
I will eat you slowly
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark Volume Three:
http://www.mediafire.com/?mybfiztzywu The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Four: The Hardest of Hearts
(Sark thought he had found an equal in Lauren Reed. She was ruthless, cunning, and beautiful, not unlike himself. Not only that, screwing over Michael Vaughn only made the tryst that much more sweet. However, in the end, she was much more diabolical and ambitious than he. After she's dead, he is sad he won't see her or be able to have sex with her anymore, but he's glad she didn't bring him down with her.)
1. Florence + The Machine - Hardest of Hearts
There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
The tenderest touch, leaves the darkest of marks, and the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts
2. Band of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You
Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
3. Monster Magnet - Your Lies Become You
How are you doing without me?
I'm sure you've found some new game
I never wanted to miss you
But then I never thought I could take pain
Hope it's warmer for you, princess
I in fact hope it's hot as hell
And you get what you asked for
'Cause your lies become you
4. Fauxliage - All The World
I´ll break you down
I´ll take you down down
Fill you with sadness
Make your life madness
5. Hawksley Workman - Smoke Baby
And I have never felt
Quite this close to hell
All this rock and roll baby
Only time will tell
But we're young now, having fun now
On the town now, get around now
It's fine for now
But someday we'll settle down
But not now baby
6. The Perishers - Like I Will Miss You
You helped them to kill me
That's all that I'm willing to say
You no longer thrill me
All you do now is stand in my way
7. The Tea Party - Emerald
Confess what you crave
a life without pain
you'd kill for the taste
But the hurt still remains
Still they don't know who you are
8. Ghinzu - The End of the World
Well you know I like to play with fire
When we think Baby we're so tough
Well you know sometimes games are dangerous
And when we've torn ourselves apart, and we feel that all is gone
Come on my love, let's forget who we are
9. Andain - You Once Told Me
You once told me
I will know it enough
oh let me tell you something
yeah I do
you once told me
I won't feel enough
let me tell you that
baby I do
10. Julian Plenti - Games For Days
In your eyes, I am magnified
I peep your sides, I do fantasize
I make your mind, and pretend that you've lied
I take it all the way, I take it all the way
'Cause you taste just like the river
Baby, you've played my heart,
But the way that you've played, it was art
11. The Black Keys - Your Touch
What I want, you got it
So much
I'm crazy for
your touch
your touch
your touch
your touch
12. Tom McRae - You Cut Her Hair
So live
Live long
See her face
In everyone
And turn
Turn the page
Start again
Change your name
But I will find you still
Move in for the kill
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Four:
http://www.mediafire.com/?z14zjnizxmg The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Five: Use Somebody
(They only shared one night together but I think Sark will look back on their coupling and later interactions with much fondness. Rachel is spunky and sweet, a type of girl Sark normally wouldn't go for. For someone whose work always has a price, Sark gives up monetary compensation for a small bit of respect from his one night stand. She reminds him of the man he could have been, which leaves Sark feeling bittersweet but, in the end, I think he will always have a soft spot for Rachel.)
1. Laura Jansen - Use Somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
2. Ida Maria - Oh My God
Find a cure
find a cure for my life
Put a price
put a price on my soul
Build a wall
Build a fortress around my heart
Oh my god
oh you think I´m in control
Oh my god
oh you think it´s all for fun
Is this fun for you?
3. Cat Power - Good Woman
I want to be a good woman
And I want, for you to be a good man.
This is why I will be leaving
And this is why, I can see you no more.
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
4. Ryan Adams - Desire
You know me. You don't mind waiting.
You just can't show me, but God I'm praying,
That you'll find me, and that you'll see me,
That you run and never tire.
Desire
5. Sarah Slean - Sweet Ones
They're counting on a guilty conscience to save you
But I'm bankin' on the deep blue eyes and the face to
They always said, always said, always said you were easy, oh . . .
If I could have just one piece-o-that I'd be
Sold
6. Dave Gahan - Saw Something
I saw something in your eyes
I'm sure
(Oh baby) I saw it
Something in your eyes
I wanted it for myself
7. Anjulie - Boom
I’m getting myself in something I don’t wanna
I’m getting caught up in him but I don’t wanna
I’m getting off track
And I can’t control a thing, a thing…
I’m telling myself it’s not a good idea
But the more I hesitate the more I fall for him
I’m tryin’ to erase his face from my memory
8. The Ark - This Piece of Poetry Is Meant To Do Harm
That I can’t give you no false affection
I can do without your phony charm
This train ain’t movin in your direction
This piece of poetry is meant to do harm
9. Matthew West - My Finest Hour
The king of contradiction strikes again
You said the last to cross the finish line will win
And the beggers will be millionares someday
And the humble ones are gonna have their say
Well all my friends are gone now
And all my money's gone now
And all my pride is gone now
And if what you say is true now
This will be my finest hour
10. Every Avenue - Between You and I
Would you believe me if I said I was sorry
The question wasn't mean to hurt,
It was just my fear of losing you.
And now you're filling all the space that surrounds you
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed
Where you gave yourself to me.
Where I gave myself to you
11. Okkervil River - For Real
And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Five:
http://www.mediafire.com/?yzxuetyvkm4 The Many Loves of Julian Sark Volume Six: Dressed To Kill
(At the end of the day, the one person that Julian Sark truly loves is...himself. When it comes down to the wire, he will always choose to save himself over others. He's suave, he's slick, he's ruthless, and he's just so damn good-looking. His sad childhood has made him hard and unable to really love or trust anyone but himself but maybe, just maybe, he'll meet someone that will turn his whole world upsidedown.)
1. Landon Pigg - Dressed To Kill
I know I feed your desires
to wear red lipstick and be dressed for the kill
Yeah, I know I feed your desires
Cause now you're murdering my soul
2. Glasvegas - Daddy's Gone
All i wanted was a kick-a-bout in the park
For you to race me home when it was nearly getting dark
How i could've been yours, and you be mine
It could've been me and you until the end of time
Do what you want, when you want
Be as fuckin' insincere as you can
What kind of way is that to treat your wife
To see your son on saturdays
What way is that to live your life?
3. Black Box Recorder - England Made Me
I need my privacy, I lead a secret life
Sleep with the enemy, and betray both sides
I travelled all my life, but never got away
From the killing jar, and it got me sick
England made me
4. Queen - Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy
I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things
We can do the tango just for two
I can serenade and gently play on your heart strings
Be your valentino just for you
Ooh love - ooh loverboy
What're you doin' tonight, hey boy
Set my alarm, turn on my charm
That's because I'm a good old-fashioned lover boy
5. The Black Keys - I'll Be Your Man
Need a new love - I'm ready
Want my time - I'm willin' yeah
Cus I'm the one who's gonna show when there's nobody
I'll be your man - Yeah I'll be your man
6. Cary Brothers - Blue Eyes
Cause Blue Eyes
You are all that I need
Cause Blue Eyes
You're the sweet to my mean
7. Danny Elfman - The Little Things
And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick to my shoes.
And the walking and the talking,
It's got nothing to do with
The final solution.
It's a box full of tricks.
And I'm through with repairs
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
And it all comes down to you.
8. Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence Remix
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
9. Ed Hardcourt - I Am The Drug
I am the drug that you've been waiting for
An urgent craving you cannot ignore
I am the fix that you come back for more
I am the drug
10. Elliot Brood - Second Son
It's apparent that his parents never loved him at all.
He's a second son of the friend of a chosen one.
Now he's threatening to fall.
11. George Baker Selection - Little Green Bag
Lookin' for some happiness
But there is only loneliness to find
Jump to the left, turn to the right
Lookin' upstairs, lookin' behind, yeah!
12. The Hoosiers - Killer
Don't turn out the lights
Kiss yourself goodnight cause there's a killer
And he's coming after you
Kiss yourself goodnight, tonight
Cause there's a killer and he's coming after you
13. Muse - Showbiz
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
Pushing us into self destruction
Pushing us into self destruction
14. R.E.M. - Leave
It's under, under, under my feet
The sea spread out there before me
where do I go where the land touches the sea
There is my trust in what I believe
15. Tom McRae - The Boy With The Bubblegun
The boy with the bubblegun I'm taking aim
I cannot hit to hurt or cause you pain
If words could kill I'd spell out your name
I'm the boy with the bubblegun
The boy with the bubblegun
I'm the boy with the bubblegun with work to do
If songs could kill this one's for you
Download The Many Loves of Julian Sark, Volume Six: Dressed To Kill:
http://www.mediafire.com/?y3xozgzz1mh