Oct 13, 2005 14:28
It feels insanely weird that I'am friends with someone that I used to hold hands with and talk to on the phone with every night and be friends with that someone I truly love. Its just weird. And now since we have to start over it truly feels like we are starting over. Clean sheet. And I dont like that very much. But I already discussed this theres a HUGE difference between what you want and whats good for you. So even though it sucks I'm sticking with whats good for me. Until we know its strong enough and its funny cause i made this decision. Hopefully we will be back together again. This month has been sucky for me so far.
♥ Peace out cool kids