Hola
Alright so here it is... I am in a giant ditch.
I have been trying to get a job, but remain with this shitty Chili's one.
I don't have any money to spend for fun at all.
I barely have gas to get to work these days.
I have stopped my bad habits, and substituted them with good ones.
Today is the first day to my new life.
I intend to reach for the goals of my past.
I am tired of just settling with what I have right now.
I will admit that I have been afraid.
"Afraid of what," some may ask.
I've been afraid of disappointment.
Failing at my dreams, and not accomplishing what I've wanted.
At the rate I've been going... I will never see a part of what I want.
This is day is when it all changes.
I don't break my promises.
I promised myself not to look back, and to do what I must.
I will strive to obtain my goals.
If I cannot accomplish them, I will be happy to have at least tried.
Failure isn't a bad thing I've realized.
If you try your hardest to get back up, then you are at least better than those who don't try.
People say that I am crazy for how I've been acting lately.
I am not crazy... I am determined.
I have given up friendships and romances because I've started to ask things.
I want a clear life.
I don't want to be who others like.
I want to be a person I will accept when I am old.
With this frame of mind, I am happy to say fuck you to those who don't understand.
I've said similar things before, but the difference this time is clear.
It's my turn to be selfish.
I have been trying to get a job, but remain with this shitty Chili's one.
I don't have any money to spend for fun at all.
I barely have gas to get to work these days.
I have stopped my bad habits, and substituted them with good ones.
Today is the first day to my new life.
I intend to reach for the goals of my past.
I am tired of just settling with what I have right now.
I will admit that I have been afraid.
"Afraid of what," some may ask.
I've been afraid of disappointment.
Failing at my dreams, and not accomplishing what I've wanted.
At the rate I've been going... I will never see a part of what I want.
This is day is when it all changes.
I don't break my promises.
I promised myself not to look back, and to do what I must.
I will strive to obtain my goals.
If I cannot accomplish them, I will be happy to have at least tried.
Failure isn't a bad thing I've realized.
If you try your hardest to get back up, then you are at least better than those who don't try.
People say that I am crazy for how I've been acting lately.
I am not crazy... I am determined.
I have given up friendships and romances because I've started to ask things.
I want a clear life.
I don't want to be who others like.
I want to be a person I will accept when I am old.
With this frame of mind, I am happy to say fuck you to those who don't understand.
I've said similar things before, but the difference this time is clear.
It's my turn to be selfish.