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I am in the worst mood ever, and I don't know why. I think I had a bad dream, because I am extremely pissed off at a particular person for no reason... like to the point that I could probably say with all honesty that I hate them right now. My apartment is freezing, I slept with 3 long sleeved shirts and a hoodie, two pairs of pants and socks, under 2 down comforters and I was still shaking all night. It was terrible. Yesterday I was in such a good mood, I don't know what the hell happened. I'm telling you, I must have had a bad dream.
So I've been going to the gym a lot lately for hours at a time and I don't think anything is happening yet. Usually within a week or two if I change my eating habits and exercise insanely I can feel some change-- not this time. Eeek.
I've been seriously thinking about going vegetarian- for a mixture of reasons. It wouldn't be a very drastic change because the only 'meat' I eat is turkey, chicken, and an occasional burger. I don't mind the fake burgers and chicken, and to tell you the truth I don't have a craving for it too often anyway. But I'm not going to take the plunge unless I am 100% sure because I don't want to be a half-ass and change my mind 3 or 4 times.
Do you ever feel like something really big is going to happen soon and you can't tell if it's good or bad? I'm freaking out, I just know something is going to happen. Soon.
Well, I'm off to the gym so I can work my ass off. : )
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