im tired of feeling alone in this one
just when i thought i was starting to be comfortable here, my roomie has to tell me how much im changing. how much im falling away from what is right..how satan has jay's soul and hes trying to get to me through him..how i should squeeze jay out of my life..or atleast downsize him...
hes 2,500 miles away from me. thats pretty intense.
it just hurts. because honestly, i think im growing the most now. im being stretched in so many areas that i never thought possible and no, its not fun, but im growing. and thats all that matters. I think ive matured so much since ive left home. I see the change in myself..i just view it as a good one...
tonight just proved once again, that asbury will never accept me. Im trying. and i think im doing a pretty good job of becoming who ive longed to be for years. im just tired. of being stressed out. and of being criticized by those i love.
im more afraid of going home than i am of finals..thats not how it should be.
hes 2,500 miles away from me. thats pretty intense.
it just hurts. because honestly, i think im growing the most now. im being stretched in so many areas that i never thought possible and no, its not fun, but im growing. and thats all that matters. I think ive matured so much since ive left home. I see the change in myself..i just view it as a good one...
tonight just proved once again, that asbury will never accept me. Im trying. and i think im doing a pretty good job of becoming who ive longed to be for years. im just tired. of being stressed out. and of being criticized by those i love.
im more afraid of going home than i am of finals..thats not how it should be.