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i dont feel happy this week
maybe i am just too tired
but it feels like something is missing but i dont think there is anything to actually fix that. i'm cursed.
i'm sure i will feel happier soon, i just have to tough out the next two months. work work work work work t.lobb t.lobb t.lobb
mj sucks
i miss jessica
i need to go to Orlando. It is stressing me out.
I cant wait for a little free time, I want to take photos.
finally i can remember a few dreams. strange vague semi sexual dreams and a dream my old roommate, ryan, was boxing another dude in some funky impossible landscape. i love funky impossible landscapes. i am so so so so sick of letting all of this creativity ferment inside of me.
i miss tommaso and tyler and clifford and everyone else. i just want to feel the same way i used to feel and i want things to be the way they used to be, or hurry up and be a new version of what i will want to have when i am down in the future. oh and i wanna have my sentence structure back. just kidding i dont ever want that back, except for essays annnn shit.
no i just want people to permanently get my jokes and for me to maybe compromise with some of the things i say to people. compromise with normality
maybe i am just too tired
but it feels like something is missing but i dont think there is anything to actually fix that. i'm cursed.
i'm sure i will feel happier soon, i just have to tough out the next two months. work work work work work t.lobb t.lobb t.lobb
mj sucks
i miss jessica
i need to go to Orlando. It is stressing me out.
I cant wait for a little free time, I want to take photos.
finally i can remember a few dreams. strange vague semi sexual dreams and a dream my old roommate, ryan, was boxing another dude in some funky impossible landscape. i love funky impossible landscapes. i am so so so so sick of letting all of this creativity ferment inside of me.
i miss tommaso and tyler and clifford and everyone else. i just want to feel the same way i used to feel and i want things to be the way they used to be, or hurry up and be a new version of what i will want to have when i am down in the future. oh and i wanna have my sentence structure back. just kidding i dont ever want that back, except for essays annnn shit.
no i just want people to permanently get my jokes and for me to maybe compromise with some of the things i say to people. compromise with normality