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Again Brittany and I continue our epic battle of the century.
but whatever..
I really should keep rude thoughts like that at least private.
But when your really really mad at someone... its human nature to want them to know about it. hmph.
I wish we could just come to a conclusion. As to peacefully ending our friendship instead of hating each other out of it. Its because we are constantly ridiculing each other. I guess this is what a divorce must be like? I still think about her everyday.. and i still long for her. And in the end shes still who i want.. But we all know i get more upset at times than i should. And since we really dont know have any sort of a future at all...somehow it still seems hard to let go of each other.. even if its getting that one last yelling at each other. We dated for 7 months.. and fought for nearly a year and a half after! wft?
I truly think were meant to be at least in some way.. but well. because of the distance ect.. its like bono said.. I cant live with, or without you.
Well.. other than my lack of a love life.. Im doing good. Iam now running live sound engineering at Epic Entertainment, A snazy concert venue that books international and national acts. I sort of scored the job out of luck. I ended up helping Eric Bull set up for a small bar gig, afterwards we had a few beers and he asked if i wanted to intern, i did that for 2 weeks.. and now here iam with a pretty cool job.
Im getting ready to start an album for the band Reconcile (check them on myspace) and after il be doing a short ep for Tony Zobeck (check him out too)
since completion of ashleys album.. im getting some cool recognition.
but i still dont even have a bed in my apartment.
ah life is wild.
but whatever..
I really should keep rude thoughts like that at least private.
But when your really really mad at someone... its human nature to want them to know about it. hmph.
I wish we could just come to a conclusion. As to peacefully ending our friendship instead of hating each other out of it. Its because we are constantly ridiculing each other. I guess this is what a divorce must be like? I still think about her everyday.. and i still long for her. And in the end shes still who i want.. But we all know i get more upset at times than i should. And since we really dont know have any sort of a future at all...somehow it still seems hard to let go of each other.. even if its getting that one last yelling at each other. We dated for 7 months.. and fought for nearly a year and a half after! wft?
I truly think were meant to be at least in some way.. but well. because of the distance ect.. its like bono said.. I cant live with, or without you.
Well.. other than my lack of a love life.. Im doing good. Iam now running live sound engineering at Epic Entertainment, A snazy concert venue that books international and national acts. I sort of scored the job out of luck. I ended up helping Eric Bull set up for a small bar gig, afterwards we had a few beers and he asked if i wanted to intern, i did that for 2 weeks.. and now here iam with a pretty cool job.
Im getting ready to start an album for the band Reconcile (check them on myspace) and after il be doing a short ep for Tony Zobeck (check him out too)
since completion of ashleys album.. im getting some cool recognition.
but i still dont even have a bed in my apartment.
ah life is wild.