Today
Tomorrow will be three months since mel and i started dating.ever notice how three is a number of great importance in alot of things? it feels like my new years eve party was only yesterday. in these passed three months, i've hit the highest of the highs, and the lowest of the lows. its as if the universe has been throughing curve balls at me to see how i react. see how i live my life in the midst of all these good times and bad times. alowing me to fully comprehend the vast array of choices that i have open to me. the incredible list of infinite tomorrows that await me. if i make this choice, i know this will happen, if i do this it will cause that. the choices i make are always my own and have always been my own. i have taken a certain degree of heat from my friends about the choices i make. i still do to this very day. but no matter how well anyone knows me, or knows anyone for that matter, nobody will ever fully understand the others outlook on existence. even something as insegnificant as a single word can create hope or shatter dreams, depending on your outlook on life. I am not one who gives up easily. i see hope where other people see only past failures. and i take a great deal shit for it. i dont take it to heart though. everyone has a way they live, this is mine. some choices may be bad ones, but they are never wrong. they are what i beleive in and i will support them. the problem with most peole in today, is that they want everything instantly. instant waffles, instant pancakes, instant rebates. nobody is willing to sit through a little work to get the big reward at the end. which is sad. oh well. i feel reassured in my ability to handle things and i feel like i learn and understand more about everything and everyone all the time. and i hope i never stop learning. "A conclusion is merely where someone lost the will to think."
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