Dec 15, 2008 00:58
I haven't been very kind to myself lately. I've been really frustrated with not working, and gradually all the little frustrating things I come across day-to-day have become bigger because of this congregation of frustration. But the only way to deal with all of that is to let it all go and remember that none of the day-to-day stuff is who I am. I am me no matter what, and I am something more essential.
The snow has been falling and blowing all day, and I've been curled up so close to myself -- simply to keep warm -- that I was forced to really look at myself. I've been doing a lot of self-examination recently, but today I was listening too. I'm learning how to not judge myself.