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today was soo nice...
i stayed home and slept all day...and did absolutly nothing! it was much needed...
i haven't had guard in 8 days and its been sooo nice..i don't want to go to practice today : (... lol thats kinda sad.. but its true.. i don't know if i want to go back next year..i think i am over it..
i watched the notebook yesterday with chelsie and yeah... it was really good. i could really relate to it.. except i don't get my love in the end :(.. but anyways .. everyone told me it was sooo sad and they cried for days.. but i didn't see anything sad about it.. it was a happy movie..:)
so yeah.. the guy that made me happy and all that shit can't be with me..and it kinda makes me sad.. it seems like whenever someone makes me that happy and gives me that feeling like that one certain person once did.. it never seems to happen.. i am not sure why.. i kinda just want to say fuck it and give up..it doesn't matter anymore i guess...
well now i have to go to practice.. :/
i stayed home and slept all day...and did absolutly nothing! it was much needed...
i haven't had guard in 8 days and its been sooo nice..i don't want to go to practice today : (... lol thats kinda sad.. but its true.. i don't know if i want to go back next year..i think i am over it..
i watched the notebook yesterday with chelsie and yeah... it was really good. i could really relate to it.. except i don't get my love in the end :(.. but anyways .. everyone told me it was sooo sad and they cried for days.. but i didn't see anything sad about it.. it was a happy movie..:)
so yeah.. the guy that made me happy and all that shit can't be with me..and it kinda makes me sad.. it seems like whenever someone makes me that happy and gives me that feeling like that one certain person once did.. it never seems to happen.. i am not sure why.. i kinda just want to say fuck it and give up..it doesn't matter anymore i guess...
well now i have to go to practice.. :/