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Soo fucking screwed up.
Is it possible to hate your friends this much? I pretty much want to slap a bitch. One of my "best friends" is being a majorly flakey jerk. And I absolutely hate it. Especially because she doesnt even realize that I'm so pissed off.
Anyway, I saw Harry Potter tonight and I really liked it a lot and I miss it terribly and want to go see it again. I cried. It hurt me. I made me smile.
At the end of the movie a lot of people cheered and started joking with friends and whatnot. Not me. I was so consumed by it that I could barely speak. The end is sad. Tragic. People are sooo afraid. And for good reason.
wow. I hate this. I hate how everyone treats me like shit. I dont even know if they realize it, but they do. I feel so worthless. Like no one gives a damn.
I cry so much these days. I just want to be happy again. But honestly, they wont let me. The only times I'm "happy" is when I'm high. And thats so fucking artificial. And I hate that. But I'm starting to live for it. Just to feel better for an hour or so.
:-(
I'm sooo sorry
Is it possible to hate your friends this much? I pretty much want to slap a bitch. One of my "best friends" is being a majorly flakey jerk. And I absolutely hate it. Especially because she doesnt even realize that I'm so pissed off.
Anyway, I saw Harry Potter tonight and I really liked it a lot and I miss it terribly and want to go see it again. I cried. It hurt me. I made me smile.
At the end of the movie a lot of people cheered and started joking with friends and whatnot. Not me. I was so consumed by it that I could barely speak. The end is sad. Tragic. People are sooo afraid. And for good reason.
wow. I hate this. I hate how everyone treats me like shit. I dont even know if they realize it, but they do. I feel so worthless. Like no one gives a damn.
I cry so much these days. I just want to be happy again. But honestly, they wont let me. The only times I'm "happy" is when I'm high. And thats so fucking artificial. And I hate that. But I'm starting to live for it. Just to feel better for an hour or so.
:-(
I'm sooo sorry