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[wakefield101]

I have this nagging sick feeling in my stomach. Its been like this for days. I feel like i'm going to vomit.

Why?

I think its a combination of feeling shitty about how horrible I am, and being so confused about life and death. I wish things were easy.

I wish I could wave a wand and fix the world's problems.

I wish I could make him understand that I never meant to hurt him.

I wish my boyfriend cared about me.

I wish people would stop telling me that I'm in love with Sam because I really am not.

I wish they could see the good things that I've done.

I wish I had someone to hold me and let me cry in their arms.

I wish I could smile right now.

I wish I could cry.

I wish I was older.

I wish people kept their promises.

I wish the sky would be blue again.

:-\