RIP RAY... WE LOVE YOU.... :'-(

Nov 12, 2004 17:16

It's been REALLY hard lately...

In loving memory of Ray David Pickell... you will be missed, but NEVER forgotten..

He was so enthusiastic, about life, and the lord, and touched so many people... let THEM know where he was going, and where they should go too ;-)... he colored his hair and someone would ask.. why did you do that? and he would respond.. THE LORD.. lol... Heaven has one special person up there.. and I bet God is letting him dye his hair a different color EVERY day... :-).. I bet that Halo looks good with rainbow hair :-D..... man.... you know, the more I cry, the more I laugh..I cry because he isnt with us, and I laugh because when he was, he was a kick to hang out with.. I cry because we're losing a body of pure unique-ness.. but I laugh because His spirit is always with us.. and I cry not of hatred to the lord for taking him away, but of happiness, knowing that he is home... and I laugh because every colored hair or silly facial expression reminds me of him.. and I KNOW he's looking down on us smiling... and he would want us to be happy.. knowing he's with his favorite person of all time ;-).... Ray was the coolest.. still is ya know?.... Prayers to all in this situation..

1985-2004....

lately all I want to do is cry... (like now)... its been hard to think, or... move or.. anything.. I have to desire for anything.. its hard to work in school, and eat.. and sleep.. and hard to laugh, and the thing I love most isnt even desirable.. SOCCER... I just.. cant even.. it sucks SO bad.. tears are constantly rolling down my face, and at school its hard to show emotion, because I know there are people going through more than me, and I just want to be strong for them.. but I cant hold anything back anymore.. I'm sick, and tired.. and emotional.. and I just need someone to sit and cry with.. ...I'll try to be strong...

Tell me, why the good die young?
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