Jan 01, 2005 13:24
well, we failed horribly on trying to get me down there... and I got in a MAJOR HUMUNG-O LARGE OBEASE fight with my parents.. mom threatened to move out, she told me she doesnt want anything to do with me, dad cries, I leave with not telling them where I was, stayed at casies, rich offered to come pick me up (thanks babe).. andddd now Im home.. not talking to either parents.. school started in 2 days, (which I AM NOT EXCITED ABOUT.. AT ALL).. I wont get to see ya'll for a VERY long time.. considering that Im leaving on the 14th-18th on our Martin L.K.J break for my youthgroup trip.. spring break might be an option but I might be in pismo with Sam.J and my family... sooooo I might not see ya until school gets out.. how.. lovely :-(....
Rich, thanks babe for all your help through everything and the offers you made to help make things better.. I really appreciate it.. hopefully I'll get to see you sooner than the end of the year.. you mean alot to me, and I hope you had an awesome New years... love ya <3
Amanda... *sighs*.. I dont know where to start... I love you sis, (more than life itself).. and I dont know how to handle our *situation* but what you wrote in my LJ a couple days ago hurt really bad.. Im not going to *choose* either one of you.. I value your friendship as well as Rich's... and I love you both in every caring way.. Im ALWAYS here for you.... and Love you... So please dont go as far as *making me pick* I read your away message, and I couldnt believe it.. we wouldnt let anything ruin our friendship.. I know Rich means alot to you, and you care alot about him, but so do I, and I hope we can work through it... <3
BROOKE.... LMFAO!.. oh geezus.. well babe, we tried and we failed.. but theres ALWAYS next time, and I do want to come see you and visit with the fam. You crack me up and cheered me up rather quickly just talking to you... Sorry things didnt work out but thanks for trying so hard!!!.. Hopefully Ill see you sooner than I expect too.. Love ya <3