Mirrors
You're not cool, you have nothing special and you don't mean a thing. You'll be trapped inside this mess for your whole life and all those dreams and hopes that you had are going down the toilet. But you can be a little selfish and try to do them, can't you? You can try to be happy can't you? You say that you're happy, but only because you have this 'Living life to the extreme' kind of passion that always keeps you going, you are motivated by that shit. You're only here because of that stuff, your own beliefs and thinking about all your loves ones and how you want them to be happy, and also the best for them.
You hide yourself behind the desktop, those books, your record case, the notebooks, not because the world is too scary for you, but because you don't have a clue of what to do, you don't want to be judged out there where they will kill you, not only for their own perspectives, but also for the fact that you don't fit, and you don't fit because you think too much and you are stuck in the same place, running in circles, and looking at the same places, searching for the same flowers and looking inside the same bushes.
You are growing up and that freaks you out, because you know what is waiting for you, at least you believe in what is awaiting for you, right? You believe in the worst and the best, but you'll always choose the second because you look at yourself and your life and realize that nothing fits for the second option to work, and you just bring yourself down, and downer.
Sometimes is good to be a little selfish, you need to be selfish.
Think of all the people who you love, right? Now, tell me that you want the best for them. The way you want that for them, they must want it for you, so be a little selfish and make them happy, do what it takes to make them happy.
Even if you think that there's someone out there who doesn't like you, who doesn't love you? Think about yourself, you think that that person stinks, right? She/He deserve nothing, fucking bastards. Think of everyone who you loved, but never loved you back; and tell me that you'll love yourself, because you need someone to love you and you should be the first person to take that roll.
If you do it, you don't need to be selfish.
You hide yourself behind the desktop, those books, your record case, the notebooks, not because the world is too scary for you, but because you don't have a clue of what to do, you don't want to be judged out there where they will kill you, not only for their own perspectives, but also for the fact that you don't fit, and you don't fit because you think too much and you are stuck in the same place, running in circles, and looking at the same places, searching for the same flowers and looking inside the same bushes.
You are growing up and that freaks you out, because you know what is waiting for you, at least you believe in what is awaiting for you, right? You believe in the worst and the best, but you'll always choose the second because you look at yourself and your life and realize that nothing fits for the second option to work, and you just bring yourself down, and downer.
Sometimes is good to be a little selfish, you need to be selfish.
Think of all the people who you love, right? Now, tell me that you want the best for them. The way you want that for them, they must want it for you, so be a little selfish and make them happy, do what it takes to make them happy.
Even if you think that there's someone out there who doesn't like you, who doesn't love you? Think about yourself, you think that that person stinks, right? She/He deserve nothing, fucking bastards. Think of everyone who you loved, but never loved you back; and tell me that you'll love yourself, because you need someone to love you and you should be the first person to take that roll.
If you do it, you don't need to be selfish.