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i'm so super exhausted, all i want is an afternoon to myself. and i really don't want to wake at stupid 8 am to go to stupid work. if it feels like i'm avoiding people, i'm sorry, i'm not. there just seems to be crisis after crisis with g's grandpa and amy and my dad getting all involved in me and gary's relationship, not to mention other shit that i'm just plain sick of talking about. i feel like my arms are being pulled in opposite directions and i'm going to split open with all the things people want me to be doing and all i want to do is take a long nap.