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You know sometimes things happen that change your life completely, these sort of things can make you see life differently, fear, or want perhaps even need or enjoy. But the things that do change your life are not always for the best..I learned that..it took me a while but I figured it out..what changed my life possibly wasnt for the best and I think its only getting worst. I want, I need but I fear most of all. Im scared to take a chance now and why? Becuase of you..you caused me to fear love..you took it away from me and then you pretend like nothing ever happened...I dont know I just..::sigh::...I dont know anymore..this may not makes sense to any of you but it does to me because its what i feel however its not what I want to feel its not even close..::shakes head::
I need a life.
I need a life.