Jan 17, 2005 14:10
ok
now i think i stirred some major fucking shit.
by just getting mad because i thought butters and adam were tlaking shit. i believed it because i dont know. probably becaseu i wanted to maybe. now im hearing its been 2months or something idk. me and him seem to get into a lot of shit together for some reason. and i figured it was just another instance. and all this crap with nikki and them. im basically in the midst of it and i thought maybe they were mad for sticking with her and talking to her or whatever. but now yet again its "i didnt do this" i got mad for what i heard my friends said about me. and i believed it because i feel unwanted and idk. it feels less like friendship and more like.....business i guess. i dont know whats gone wrong but i understand that were still good. i should be more careful in judging if i hear shit. oh well.
dudes my bad.
peace
kurt