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im not sure why im putting this in here. i guess because its amazing. because nobody has ever said anything like this to me before. i wish everyone saw him the way that i do. i wish everyone knew how wonderful he is.
him [7:22 AM]: hi
TheeGoblinQween [7:22 AM]: hey
him [7:22 AM]: how goes it
him [7:23 AM]: ?
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: tired! i had to go into work early. and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow
him [7:23 AM]: :(
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: longest night of my life
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: ha
him [7:23 AM]: meh
him [7:24 AM]: im drunk again :)
TheeGoblinQween [7:24 AM]: oh
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: and youre still drinking?
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: or are you done?
him [7:27 AM]: lol ;-)of course im done
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: haha ok
him [7:28 AM]: if by done u mean i puked twice and im still drinkin then yes
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: youre STILL drinking?
him [7:28 AM]: lol
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: didnt you say you were done
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: wtf
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: you threw up
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: and still goin
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: wtf
him [7:29 AM]: im a trooper
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: youre AN ALCOHOLIC
him [7:29 AM]: psh
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: dude
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: whats this 3 nights in a row youve gotten drunk?
him [7:30 AM]: your face is an alcholic
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: shut up..
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: i gave my boss your phone number. shes gonna call you to see if youll take the job
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: and dont be lame. take it
him [7:30 AM]: about that
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: wtf
him [7:30 AM]: im sry
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: got somethin better?
him [7:30 AM]: u are my best friend
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: so?
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: you are mine too
him [7:31 AM]: and i cant stand not at least seeing u
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: you will see me!
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: ill come hang out n stuff still
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: with you
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: at work
him [7:31 AM]: ok
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: nothings going to change..
him [7:33 AM]: i love u to much to just not ever hang out with u agian
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: aww
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: well
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: im reeeeaaalllllyyyy glad to hear that
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: cuz i really didnt want you to stop hanging out with me
him [7:33 AM]: i know
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: im so so sorry for all of this too
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: youre fuckin amazing
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: seriously
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: and i know id be really happy with you
him [7:34 AM]: thats ok ill still always be there for u :)
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: thank you
TheeGoblinQween [7:35 AM]: and same for you
him [7:35 AM]: i really thought about it
him [7:36 AM]: u are seriously the only person that makes me happy
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: i will ALWAYS be your friend
him [7:38 AM]: likewise of course
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: youve been really awesome to me
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: like
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: im not sure if you realize it
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: and how much i appreciate it
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: seriously
TheeGoblinQween [7:40 AM]: i was going to write a whole thing about you, and how great you are, and how much it all means to me
TheeGoblinQween [7:40 AM]: heh
him [7:41 AM]: u mean more to me than u will ever know
him [7:41 AM]: i dont get it
him [7:41 AM]: i am usaully an ass
him [7:42 AM]: but i just dont get it
TheeGoblinQween [7:43 AM]: ive never heard you say stuff like this. its a bit shocking.
him [7:43 AM]: its hard
him [7:45 AM]: but i guess all i can say is that i would never just leave ill always be there nd what ever makes u happy i will do my best to make it that way
him [7:47 AM]: "im a lil chuby but i got 2 boats and a house on the lake"
him [7:47 AM]: duh'
TheeGoblinQween [7:47 AM]: hahahaha
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: so youre taking the job then?
him [7:48 AM]: yeah
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: okay
him [7:48 AM]: u win
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: itll be cool
him [7:49 AM]: i guess
TheeGoblinQween [7:49 AM]: dont do it if you dont want to
TheeGoblinQween [7:49 AM]: for real
him [7:50 AM]: i do want to i seriously cant stand at least seeing u and if thats all i can get then i would never pass that down
him [7:51 AM]: gawd shut up
TheeGoblinQween [7:51 AM]: i had no idea you cared so much..
TheeGoblinQween [7:51 AM]: haha youre so emo
him [7:52 AM]: rofl
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: roflcopter
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: right?
him [7:52 AM]: exactly
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: haha
him [7:53 AM]: lol
him [7:56 AM]: i guess i lose again i always thoought that love was something u find out in time btu i guess i was wrong i never once thought diferent about u i loved u since the first time i met u i was just stupid and trying yto hold ideas that u need to know eachother but nope i guess i was wrong
him [7:56 AM]: oops
him [7:57 AM]: i just trie dnot to
him [7:58 AM]: and well i sucdk
TheeGoblinQween [7:58 AM]: you dont suck shut up
him [7:58 AM]: suck*
TheeGoblinQween [7:58 AM]: geez
TheeGoblinQween [7:59 AM]: ha im fuckin speechless
TheeGoblinQween [7:59 AM]: way to go
him [8:00 AM]: btu it doesnt matter how i feel it as long as u are happy i will be ok with that
TheeGoblinQween [8:00 AM]: you are so amazing
TheeGoblinQween [8:00 AM]: god damn
him [8:01 AM]: haha well i AM DRUNK so mabe thats why
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: haha
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: no
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: its definitely not
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: i think that when youre sober too
TheeGoblinQween [8:02 AM]: well not always cuz sometimes youre an ass ;)
him [8:02 AM]: i know i really admitted all thats ben bottfled up for awhile
TheeGoblinQween [8:03 AM]: when i think about it, sometimes it seems like id be happier with you
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i try not to think about it, cuz for the time being, i am with tommy
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i know you dont want to hear it
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: but i do love him
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i love you too
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: maybe someday
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: like
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: maybe something will happen
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i dont know
him [8:06 AM]: well ill always be there so if that day comes i will make sure that i never let u fall
TheeGoblinQween [8:06 AM]: wow
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: nobodys ever said stuff like this to me..
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: jfnbjnzarbrz
him [8:07 AM]: hehe
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: i dont knonw how to respond
him [8:07 AM]: well u dont have to
him [7:22 AM]: hi
TheeGoblinQween [7:22 AM]: hey
him [7:22 AM]: how goes it
him [7:23 AM]: ?
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: tired! i had to go into work early. and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow
him [7:23 AM]: :(
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: longest night of my life
TheeGoblinQween [7:23 AM]: ha
him [7:23 AM]: meh
him [7:24 AM]: im drunk again :)
TheeGoblinQween [7:24 AM]: oh
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: and youre still drinking?
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: or are you done?
him [7:27 AM]: lol ;-)of course im done
TheeGoblinQween [7:27 AM]: haha ok
him [7:28 AM]: if by done u mean i puked twice and im still drinkin then yes
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: youre STILL drinking?
him [7:28 AM]: lol
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: didnt you say you were done
TheeGoblinQween [7:28 AM]: wtf
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: you threw up
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: and still goin
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: wtf
him [7:29 AM]: im a trooper
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: youre AN ALCOHOLIC
him [7:29 AM]: psh
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: dude
TheeGoblinQween [7:29 AM]: whats this 3 nights in a row youve gotten drunk?
him [7:30 AM]: your face is an alcholic
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: shut up..
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: i gave my boss your phone number. shes gonna call you to see if youll take the job
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: and dont be lame. take it
him [7:30 AM]: about that
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: wtf
him [7:30 AM]: im sry
TheeGoblinQween [7:30 AM]: got somethin better?
him [7:30 AM]: u are my best friend
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: so?
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: you are mine too
him [7:31 AM]: and i cant stand not at least seeing u
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: you will see me!
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: ill come hang out n stuff still
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: with you
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: at work
him [7:31 AM]: ok
TheeGoblinQween [7:31 AM]: nothings going to change..
him [7:33 AM]: i love u to much to just not ever hang out with u agian
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: aww
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: well
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: im reeeeaaalllllyyyy glad to hear that
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: cuz i really didnt want you to stop hanging out with me
him [7:33 AM]: i know
TheeGoblinQween [7:33 AM]: im so so sorry for all of this too
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: youre fuckin amazing
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: seriously
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: and i know id be really happy with you
him [7:34 AM]: thats ok ill still always be there for u :)
TheeGoblinQween [7:34 AM]: thank you
TheeGoblinQween [7:35 AM]: and same for you
him [7:35 AM]: i really thought about it
him [7:36 AM]: u are seriously the only person that makes me happy
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: i will ALWAYS be your friend
him [7:38 AM]: likewise of course
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: youve been really awesome to me
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: like
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: im not sure if you realize it
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: and how much i appreciate it
TheeGoblinQween [7:38 AM]: seriously
TheeGoblinQween [7:40 AM]: i was going to write a whole thing about you, and how great you are, and how much it all means to me
TheeGoblinQween [7:40 AM]: heh
him [7:41 AM]: u mean more to me than u will ever know
him [7:41 AM]: i dont get it
him [7:41 AM]: i am usaully an ass
him [7:42 AM]: but i just dont get it
TheeGoblinQween [7:43 AM]: ive never heard you say stuff like this. its a bit shocking.
him [7:43 AM]: its hard
him [7:45 AM]: but i guess all i can say is that i would never just leave ill always be there nd what ever makes u happy i will do my best to make it that way
him [7:47 AM]: "im a lil chuby but i got 2 boats and a house on the lake"
him [7:47 AM]: duh'
TheeGoblinQween [7:47 AM]: hahahaha
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: so youre taking the job then?
him [7:48 AM]: yeah
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: okay
him [7:48 AM]: u win
TheeGoblinQween [7:48 AM]: itll be cool
him [7:49 AM]: i guess
TheeGoblinQween [7:49 AM]: dont do it if you dont want to
TheeGoblinQween [7:49 AM]: for real
him [7:50 AM]: i do want to i seriously cant stand at least seeing u and if thats all i can get then i would never pass that down
him [7:51 AM]: gawd shut up
TheeGoblinQween [7:51 AM]: i had no idea you cared so much..
TheeGoblinQween [7:51 AM]: haha youre so emo
him [7:52 AM]: rofl
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: roflcopter
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: right?
him [7:52 AM]: exactly
TheeGoblinQween [7:52 AM]: haha
him [7:53 AM]: lol
him [7:56 AM]: i guess i lose again i always thoought that love was something u find out in time btu i guess i was wrong i never once thought diferent about u i loved u since the first time i met u i was just stupid and trying yto hold ideas that u need to know eachother but nope i guess i was wrong
him [7:56 AM]: oops
him [7:57 AM]: i just trie dnot to
him [7:58 AM]: and well i sucdk
TheeGoblinQween [7:58 AM]: you dont suck shut up
him [7:58 AM]: suck*
TheeGoblinQween [7:58 AM]: geez
TheeGoblinQween [7:59 AM]: ha im fuckin speechless
TheeGoblinQween [7:59 AM]: way to go
him [8:00 AM]: btu it doesnt matter how i feel it as long as u are happy i will be ok with that
TheeGoblinQween [8:00 AM]: you are so amazing
TheeGoblinQween [8:00 AM]: god damn
him [8:01 AM]: haha well i AM DRUNK so mabe thats why
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: haha
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: no
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: its definitely not
TheeGoblinQween [8:01 AM]: i think that when youre sober too
TheeGoblinQween [8:02 AM]: well not always cuz sometimes youre an ass ;)
him [8:02 AM]: i know i really admitted all thats ben bottfled up for awhile
TheeGoblinQween [8:03 AM]: when i think about it, sometimes it seems like id be happier with you
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i try not to think about it, cuz for the time being, i am with tommy
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i know you dont want to hear it
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: but i do love him
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i love you too
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: maybe someday
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: like
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: maybe something will happen
TheeGoblinQween [8:04 AM]: i dont know
him [8:06 AM]: well ill always be there so if that day comes i will make sure that i never let u fall
TheeGoblinQween [8:06 AM]: wow
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: nobodys ever said stuff like this to me..
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: jfnbjnzarbrz
him [8:07 AM]: hehe
TheeGoblinQween [8:07 AM]: i dont knonw how to respond
him [8:07 AM]: well u dont have to