Jul 10, 2005 00:08
So as of late...a lot of things have been going on around me.
Seems like everyone is having a hard time. People at work have problems, customers, my friends, and even myself.
I really miss Lindsay. I do! I can just sit down with her and laugh about really REALLY stupid stuff and not have to worry what she is thinking. Heh ok maybe not REALLY stupid but..come on...12 Days of Gravitation Christmas? XD On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me...Ryuchi in a sexy golden fleece. hehehe
She has been gone a month and all ready it seems like FOREVER! @_@
Can't wait to see her and hug her! ^_^
On another note...I messed up v.v (nothing new )
Said something to my best friend that I shouldn't have and apparently they had a bad day...my comment adding to it. I really really should have been quiet or at least called and apologized in advance.
Word or Warning: I am on 300 MG of Wellbutrin now
I know I know....excuses....but really...
meh I have no right to complain right now :: hangs head ::
I just feel so helpless when I hear people are upset.
I am not the mothering type like Anna. She is one of a kind.
I am not a strait foreward, tell it as it is, person.
I am not one to hold back facts that might help.
I don't know what I am...
I want to be there for everyone but..all I know how to do is hug...or rub a back..or cuddle.
:: sigh :: I am the arm to hold and protect..but my personality is lacking.
That is a goal...
:: writes it on mirror next to weight loss ::